I've completely lost the will to live. I've reached that ultimate low, and theres no coming up. I confessed my love.... the the heart that i've shattered, and in return mine was treated the same. I'm in love with a whore. I hate my life. I hate everything. You never know the lowest point. I could even get lower, from here. Throwing up freshly put ( Read more... )

I hate not being able to see it coming. I hate being blinded by human nature. Am I that obilvous to the facts? Do I really wear my heart on my sleeve, willing, and open for someone to just come by and smash it into a million pieces? All this change will be pointless if i'll never fall in love again. I guess all i can do is pray that one day i'll ( Read more... )

Do you ever wonder what's out there? I want to go places i've never been before. I want to break out of this shell. I want to run wild. I want to live life to the fulliest and experience everything that i can before death. I need relief. I need serenity. I need.... something that i dont' have right now, and i'm not sure what it is. But i need to ( Read more... )

So i've been working, it's weird. I actually kinda hate it. But i'm not going to quit. I'm going to stay anyways. I have a feeling i'm going to be lonely for quite some time. But i think it's going to be alright. I still have my health... well some what. And i stay have the hope that love will come back into my life one day, in some form or another ( Read more... )

Tricks of the trade. Fooling the fool. Wishing that star.
When i was younger my mother use to say a little rhyme whenever she wished upon a star. I thought about it earlier, because i saw a shooting star. And i wanted to say the rhyme, and make a wish, except... i forgot how it went. I was dissappointed. I wished on it anyways. Problem is... it's ( Read more... )

Call me childish... I DARE YOU! Even though it's probably too late. w/e, tell me i live for drama, tell me i make it myself. Tell me that your going to pray for me. DO IT, i dare you. I already know everything your going to say, so i dont' want to hear it. VANISH!!!!!!!!!!!
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Do you ever hold on to a sinking ship? I do. Every day, and i can't help but to try my damnedest. Every single fucking day.

Have you ever wanted to start over. I mean start completely over. I mean leave everything you know, love, care about..... behind. Why would anyone want to do that you ask? Because i don't think i'm living to the fullest, I'm not doing what i need to get done. I never ever do what i need to do. I only lounge around, and do nothing of importance. My ( Read more... )

"If only", seems to be the words that keep coming into view. No matter what the situation, or prespective. I'm still lost, without words, nor expressions to communicate.
Third Bourbon and coke
My bed seems to be warmer than usually... except still missing something. (please exuse my lack of concentration on a single subject) I judge people and ( Read more... )

You Passed 8th Grade Science
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