Very mad today. I'm dealing with this bull shit, why, cus I'm a nice person. I guess that's what I get. Even more annoying I don't even want to update my FaceBook status because that is getting lame. Oh, and the most annoying thing living in a world so sketch dealing with the bull so real. Fuck all the motherfuckers who didn't care about me. FUCK U ( Read more... )

Last night I had a meeting with a voice coach. I'm going to start going, at least for a month or two. Janet lives off Washington and is a very nice lady. I think that she can free up my spine and give me the ability to speak correctly ( Read more... )

Yesterday I sent an e-mail, the e-mail telling the person I've been so close to that I no longer want to be involved. I have to keep telling myself that I want nothing to do with him because I know that is what is best for me. But it's hard. My phone rang today, 3rd line which he always calls on.. it was someone else ( Read more... )

Party gone awry

You make my blood burn, because you'll never understand
I think I'm in control, but you have the upper hand
Sick of the fight, ending it all because of last night
you couldn't have said thank you, it would have been delight
never leaving, letting go, or smiling, just dying inside
simply mighty emotion cry

It's a struggle no matter how you look at it ( Read more... )

(Sheesh, I never write in here ( Read more... )

So it is June 24th and here i am at the condo, in my room by myself with my laptop. Seems like a familiar sight for me the past year. I honestly cannot complain though, I have been so blessed in my career, family life and social life that to be doubtful is foolish ( Read more... )

so im writing in here, just to keep track of whats going on in me life ( Read more... )

so i dont know why im never the best of friends with bitches ( Read more... )

ive cut down on the greens A LOT ( Read more... )