Besides that rather...unpleasent kiss the other day and for the Halloween party that Dumbledore hosted for the faculty, things have been rather dull. The mountain of paperwork never gets smaller.
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I cannot get myself clean no matter how much I scrub. Filthy mudblood. Perhaps it is not a good idea to live in denial that I had acted in that way but on the other hand, could I possibly admit to myself that I had done that?
I kept him in my bedroom for a few days, leaving him wandless and unhealed for a good amount of time before patching him up and allowing him to sleep in my bed. I did not talk to him. We look at each other and there is fight in the both of us.
It will just be a matter of time before I get the upper hand again. I know he's been drinking. And not for leisure.
((OOC:
radiodreams,I LOVE YOU~~~~~~~ <3 and I love you too,
vethia~~~ even though you're both not in the RP~~ XDDD))