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[frank_murdock]

Well...I'm still here, weeks later.I guess Heather's living with Tylor now, and she's got a job at some sushi place. Ari's still in California. It's been a month. This is fucked up. I haven't seen/talked to Heather in nearly as long. No matter how much I keep covering up with, new people, places, experiences, I still think about her every time I'm

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[surii]

Hey its Katie again. I am online rightnow if you can chat or whatever. :) Sigh... it has been a horrible day today here. I hate living with my parents. My dad and I have been fighting pretty badly... he is accusing me of not taking care of my animals and threatening to send my dog away... I told him that if she goes I go. And of course he said that maybe I should leave then too. *snort* Mom won't let that happen of course. But it just seems like everytime I think life couldn't get any worse, it proves me wrong time and time again. Ya know? Sigh... I can't even get away from here at all when I need to. I have no transportation anywhere, and thelittle money I have goes to my animals' needs, or to be saved up as much as possible to eventually buy a pos car. If I am lucky enough to find one that runs for like $100. Hah... good luck with that I know. :) Sigh... keep in touch with damn it. I need someone to talk to who at least knows some of whats going on. I wish things were different for all of us... I have so many regrets and lost dreams

[frank_murdock]

Yeah definately. Yeah, I'd chat, but I'm on Yahoo, and I'm pretty sure you've got AOL. (shrug) I'm kind of fucked out of transportation myself, but it's not so bad, seeing as how I'm in walking distance to most places that I'd want to walk. Oh and Calico "found" me a bike the other day. I crashed the one that Brian left me and Heather. The backwheel was too bent to spin properly. The bike took the damage though, no worries. I'm thinking about getting a big shitty van for under $500, that I can use as a storage unit/vehicle/one-room-appt. Maybe get a hammock in there like my brother used to have in his, spray paint the hell out of the sides, ya know, just make it a highschooler's dream. Jezter would probably let me do all this at his place. I'm feeling industrious. :)

[surii]

actually no I use yahoo as well. I am on messenger right now to tell you the truth. its the same as my email address just so you know. :)

[surii]

ya know its funny... But that did make sense to me. At least somewhat. :) Though I can't really explain it in words. Lol. Go figure. Remember... battles do end, but there is always a war going on behind it... None of us are alone even though we see nothing but our own darkness in so much of our lifetimes. We make our own pathways. Those that allow others to make their paths for them never "really" learn to LIVE. It takes feeling, both pain and pleasure, in life, to know that you still live despite the world's lack of thoughtfulness or caring towards all who struggle within it. And see? Now you have me writing all weird too. Lol. Good nighters. Please drop me a line as to how things are going with you. I emailed you earlier so you should have my email address still. :)

Blessings,
Katie

[filfofepitomy]

What is/was your rate? (I just SKIMMED your LJ very quickly, as I am short for time right now). There was a Hebert at my A-School...any coincidence there? He was a bee-boppin' kid from Texas...probably not you, but figured I'd ask.

[frank_murdock]

My rate's SK for the time being. Can't say I've ever done any bee boppin'. That and the only time I was ever in Texas was when I had a layover in Dallas for about an hour. Sorries. That is weird though, there's not a whole lot of "Heberts" floating around. If there were, then people might pronunciate it right every once in a while. (shrug)

[filfofepitomy]

How is it pronounced? Like HeeMan, only HEEbert?

[frank_murdock]

...I have nothing in common with He-Man. He-Man is a tubby loser and he lives in a trailer park. He really let himself got after She-Ra left. Anyway, the name is all french and stuff so the "H" and the "t" are silent and the "e"s sound like long "a"s which leaves us with something like "A-Bear".

[queercutie69x3]

Glad u had fun at ur party, even if the after one wasn't all that it was cracked up to be. Thomas and I celebrated our 4 month anniversary on the 6th... I'm so happy. Sorry that u and Heather didn't make it, it may of been for the best... Who knows it may lead u to the person who's gonna make ur life right and stuff. Peace bud!

read this and know who it is, if you don't you should kill yourself

[anonymous]

YOUR MOTHER SUCKS COCKS IN HELL!!!!!! so I messed up a few words, I only caught one, damnit! Go fuck yourself, Aaron. And where the hell are you this weekend! I haven't seen you in like 3 days already! ... Prick

Re: read this and know who it is, if you don't you should kill yourself

[frank_murdock]

What kind of a question is that? I've been at DB's house. Where the hell else do I go? Ever? You're a genius.