I got my stitches out today. And I got to see myself in the mirror for the first time today without all the bandages covering everything up. I look so different than I used to. It still doesn't seem real to me ( Read more... )

by the way, i have almost 10 binders, some small, some medium, if anybody wants them. i can wash them and dry them and hand them over.

let me know if you are interested.

Frankie

What a crazy week. Yesterday I had top surgery and now I am recovering in Tornto. It feels so strange, it's like I can still feel having breast but I know that they are totally gone. Indigo is taking really good care of me even though she yells at me for trying to do too much ( Read more... )

My girlfriend coproduced a show last night for her birthday. Even though I was doing the door the whole night I got to see her numbers and she was absolutely amazing. It just reminds me about how much I really love her and how good she is for me. Things have been hard for me the past 3 weeks. Really hard. But last night changed all that. It ( Read more... )

I went home today from work to wrap Christmas presents hoping that would cheer me up from the TOTALLY SHITTY month I've been having. In Washington I bought my nephew some hip hop magazines as part of his Christmas magazine. I went home and checked my checked luggage where I put them and they were GONE! The airport totally stole my fucking ( Read more... )

Another travel gliche. This time it wasn't a 14 hour lay over though. I was in Washington state where there was snow and ice on the ground and it was below zero. I was on my 2.5 hour drive back to the airport when my rental car stopped working. It just stopped. In the middle of a turn the engine shut off and the brakes went out. I managed to ( Read more... )

For those of you who do not know, I have been on my period for 6 months. Yes, I said SIX months. I've been seeing a gynecologist whose been pumping me full of hormones but I am STILL bleeding. I told her I didn't want to have my period anymore and that I didn't want to be on birth control for the rest of my life but she said that was the only ( Read more... )

So, my film screened last night and I've been flooded with phone calls and emails from Indigo's family. 2 aunts, 2 uncles, and her sister and brother in law all attended. Ofcourse they all had nice things to say because they wouldn't say otherwise, but they were such nice things that they said that I almost believe them ( Read more... )

Okay....I've decided: NO MORE WHINING! I actually was feeling pretty happy last night and for the first time in all my 2.5 years struggle, I felt pretty proud. Yesterday was my 7 weekaversary for quitting smoking. It's been a hard struggle, but like I said, last night I was actually pretty happy. I always wanted to quit when I was 28, just like ( Read more... )

God why do I hate this conference so so much? All of my friends have been too busy rehearsing every goddamn night to hang out for the past month. Tonight we wanted to have a few people get together for drinks and almost everyone is a maybe because they have to pack for that goddamn conference ( Read more... )