confessions of lovers chapter 2
This was my first letter to liz! We'd been together 6 months and it took me this long to write her a damn letter.
10:30 pm
Elizabeth,
Hello beautiful. I'm sitting here on the bus with the guys eating some left over take-out from last night. This tin can feels so empty w/o you beside me. I'd atleast have someone to cuddle w/ other than Gee! J/K! I was looking at the picture you gave me b/4 i left, and i realize how much i miss you. I want to be honest w/ you liz, I've never felt this way b/4.
In the short time we've been together we've gotten so close to one another. I've never felt love like this. You make me feel whole. My heart can beat w/o me being afraid it's going to break. I don't know why you make me feel this way but i'm glad you do. 6 months ago i just felt a connection between us when i looked into your eyes. i didn't want to say anything then so im saying it now.
When i first saw the way you reacted to me it was almost like I'd known you all of my life. You acted so cool, not like your friend, who looked like she'd just seen a ghost. How'd you know it was me b/4 you turned around? Are you phycic? J/K. I knew there was something special about you when i looked into those crystal blue eyes. you sent chills down my spine.
that night, after i got your number, gee asked me why i was so hesitant to use the phone. When i told him i met a girl he gave me a look that had "WHORE written all over it. when i told him how old you were he acted like i was commiting a sin! "Oh my god, you child molester!" is exactly what he said to me. I just laughed and told him we were just friends, or at least i hoped.
When i caled you, for the first time, i heard your voice & it was like a lullaby. So sweet and pure. almost like an angel. when you asked who it was i felt like hanging up. you just acted like it was a normal person calling you, not some famous guy. all you said was, "Oh, hey franky." I dont knw why, but it sounded so good when YOU called me franky. i wanted to scream and jump around. But i kept my cool. i didn't want to seem weird. If i remember correctly we talked for about 4 hours and your phone started to die. That sucked so bad. I remember our goodbyes exactly, "goodnight liz, if you need anything dont be affraid to call me." "what about tickets to your next show?" you were working me already. "sure whatever my ba-.....new friend wants." "did you almost call me baby?" i honestly dont know why i did it so dont ask. "maybe...why?" "cause i thought it was kind of sweet." "well goodnight liz, talk to you later." "goodnight doll love ya." "WHAT?" "love ya..." "love you too." CLICK
I jumped slam out of my seat, tripped on mikeys game controller, fel flat on my face, jumped up again, & ran around in circles screaming YES! The next few days were a blur & then i remembered i promised you tickets to our next gig. we were about 3 hours from jersey & i wanted to make sure you knew i was on my way home. I called the venue and got 2 tickets saved for you and Caia. After that tried to call you but i got the machinse. so i tried your cell, ::music of P!ATD::hi you guys, you've reached elizabeth's cell, sorry i cant come to the phone, but if you leave me your name and number i will get back to you as soon as possible. That means you to frank anthony."BEEP. i idn't know what to sy. I just sat there and then the words came to me from nowhere. "hey liz, it's me franky. i got your tickets. just pick them up at the venue. call me." I waited 3 days b/4 i got a call from you. When i did it was weird. I was in the middle of sound check. You told me sorry for not calling me back and that you weren't gonna be able to make it to the show. I was so bumed.
but then something happened. someone tapped me on the shoulder and i turned around to see you and caia staring at me. I cant deny it! I was SO happy to see you! I grabbed you & pulled you into a hug & took in the feel of your body against mine. Caia just rolled her eyes & walked off where she ran into Gee. they walked off together lauging at me.
when i put you down you asked me why i did it and i really had no other explination other than i missed you, i really liked you, and i wanted to be with you. but i didn't tell you that, i told you it was spur of the moment. you patted me on my shoulder and asked if i wanted to grab some coffee. of course i said yes! you were talking my language.and from that moment on i knew we were ment to be together. but im going to my cold bunk where i'll think of you some more.
love,
frank
iero
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this was my first replied letter to franky.
12:00 am
Franky,
Hey sexy whats up? not too much here. im just wishing you were home. I'm so glad we moved in together, but this house is so empty w/o you in it. Baby, everything you wrote in that letter was so sweet. I miss you like crazy. I cant believe Gee said that about you. You're not a child molester! You know when you called i put you on mute so i could scream, that's why it took me so long to say hey back. Yeah it was 4 hours, and thanks to you i had to buy a new battery for my phone! LOL! I kind of wish you would've called me baby that night. I was so down in the dumps. too long f a story, i'll have to tell you later. and i wanted to say i love you not love ya. when we hung up i jumped on my bed, and like an idiot, broke the damn thing.
and when you called to let me know you were in town i purposly rejected your calls. I was scared to answer the phone b/c i was just thinking abot you and wishing on a star. I finaly got the nerve to call you back but i wanted me to be a secret. thats why i told you i couldn't make it to the show. When you turned around and hugged me, all i did was fall into your embrace. your arms being around me felt so right. I can still remember what you smelled like. cigarette smoke, french vanilla coffee, and rum. I'm guessing you'd been drinking. you also smelt like sweat and i love tha about you. even when you're SUPPOSED to stink you smel good.
that afternoon at starbucks we read magazines and drank god only knows how much coffee. I had fun though. It was almost like our first date. HA HA! after that we went back to the venue and sat on the amps and smoked cigerettes, one after another. it was like we were racing to see who could smoke more. when i realized what time it was i jumped up to see caia coming my way. it was time to go home but i so didn't want to.
i was happy just sitting there with you. you walked me to my car and we said our goodbyes. you hugged me and you held me for what seemed like forever. when you looked up at me it was like a dream come true. we shared our first kiss. it was small but yet so tender. you let go and held my hand and said you'd call me when you got home. i got in the car and went straight home.
i waited by the phone for what seemed like forever. you finally called & we talked ubtill you fell asleep on me. i just sat there listening to you breath. you sounded so peaceful. i was the luckiest girl in the world. i still feel that way today. but im going to bed now to dream of us.
love,
elizabeth
10:30 pm
Elizabeth,
Hello beautiful. I'm sitting here on the bus with the guys eating some left over take-out from last night. This tin can feels so empty w/o you beside me. I'd atleast have someone to cuddle w/ other than Gee! J/K! I was looking at the picture you gave me b/4 i left, and i realize how much i miss you. I want to be honest w/ you liz, I've never felt this way b/4.
In the short time we've been together we've gotten so close to one another. I've never felt love like this. You make me feel whole. My heart can beat w/o me being afraid it's going to break. I don't know why you make me feel this way but i'm glad you do. 6 months ago i just felt a connection between us when i looked into your eyes. i didn't want to say anything then so im saying it now.
When i first saw the way you reacted to me it was almost like I'd known you all of my life. You acted so cool, not like your friend, who looked like she'd just seen a ghost. How'd you know it was me b/4 you turned around? Are you phycic? J/K. I knew there was something special about you when i looked into those crystal blue eyes. you sent chills down my spine.
that night, after i got your number, gee asked me why i was so hesitant to use the phone. When i told him i met a girl he gave me a look that had "WHORE written all over it. when i told him how old you were he acted like i was commiting a sin! "Oh my god, you child molester!" is exactly what he said to me. I just laughed and told him we were just friends, or at least i hoped.
When i caled you, for the first time, i heard your voice & it was like a lullaby. So sweet and pure. almost like an angel. when you asked who it was i felt like hanging up. you just acted like it was a normal person calling you, not some famous guy. all you said was, "Oh, hey franky." I dont knw why, but it sounded so good when YOU called me franky. i wanted to scream and jump around. But i kept my cool. i didn't want to seem weird. If i remember correctly we talked for about 4 hours and your phone started to die. That sucked so bad. I remember our goodbyes exactly, "goodnight liz, if you need anything dont be affraid to call me." "what about tickets to your next show?" you were working me already. "sure whatever my ba-.....new friend wants." "did you almost call me baby?" i honestly dont know why i did it so dont ask. "maybe...why?" "cause i thought it was kind of sweet." "well goodnight liz, talk to you later." "goodnight doll love ya." "WHAT?" "love ya..." "love you too." CLICK
I jumped slam out of my seat, tripped on mikeys game controller, fel flat on my face, jumped up again, & ran around in circles screaming YES! The next few days were a blur & then i remembered i promised you tickets to our next gig. we were about 3 hours from jersey & i wanted to make sure you knew i was on my way home. I called the venue and got 2 tickets saved for you and Caia. After that tried to call you but i got the machinse. so i tried your cell, ::music of P!ATD::hi you guys, you've reached elizabeth's cell, sorry i cant come to the phone, but if you leave me your name and number i will get back to you as soon as possible. That means you to frank anthony."BEEP. i idn't know what to sy. I just sat there and then the words came to me from nowhere. "hey liz, it's me franky. i got your tickets. just pick them up at the venue. call me." I waited 3 days b/4 i got a call from you. When i did it was weird. I was in the middle of sound check. You told me sorry for not calling me back and that you weren't gonna be able to make it to the show. I was so bumed.
but then something happened. someone tapped me on the shoulder and i turned around to see you and caia staring at me. I cant deny it! I was SO happy to see you! I grabbed you & pulled you into a hug & took in the feel of your body against mine. Caia just rolled her eyes & walked off where she ran into Gee. they walked off together lauging at me.
when i put you down you asked me why i did it and i really had no other explination other than i missed you, i really liked you, and i wanted to be with you. but i didn't tell you that, i told you it was spur of the moment. you patted me on my shoulder and asked if i wanted to grab some coffee. of course i said yes! you were talking my language.and from that moment on i knew we were ment to be together. but im going to my cold bunk where i'll think of you some more.
love,
frank
iero
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this was my first replied letter to franky.
12:00 am
Franky,
Hey sexy whats up? not too much here. im just wishing you were home. I'm so glad we moved in together, but this house is so empty w/o you in it. Baby, everything you wrote in that letter was so sweet. I miss you like crazy. I cant believe Gee said that about you. You're not a child molester! You know when you called i put you on mute so i could scream, that's why it took me so long to say hey back. Yeah it was 4 hours, and thanks to you i had to buy a new battery for my phone! LOL! I kind of wish you would've called me baby that night. I was so down in the dumps. too long f a story, i'll have to tell you later. and i wanted to say i love you not love ya. when we hung up i jumped on my bed, and like an idiot, broke the damn thing.
and when you called to let me know you were in town i purposly rejected your calls. I was scared to answer the phone b/c i was just thinking abot you and wishing on a star. I finaly got the nerve to call you back but i wanted me to be a secret. thats why i told you i couldn't make it to the show. When you turned around and hugged me, all i did was fall into your embrace. your arms being around me felt so right. I can still remember what you smelled like. cigarette smoke, french vanilla coffee, and rum. I'm guessing you'd been drinking. you also smelt like sweat and i love tha about you. even when you're SUPPOSED to stink you smel good.
that afternoon at starbucks we read magazines and drank god only knows how much coffee. I had fun though. It was almost like our first date. HA HA! after that we went back to the venue and sat on the amps and smoked cigerettes, one after another. it was like we were racing to see who could smoke more. when i realized what time it was i jumped up to see caia coming my way. it was time to go home but i so didn't want to.
i was happy just sitting there with you. you walked me to my car and we said our goodbyes. you hugged me and you held me for what seemed like forever. when you looked up at me it was like a dream come true. we shared our first kiss. it was small but yet so tender. you let go and held my hand and said you'd call me when you got home. i got in the car and went straight home.
i waited by the phone for what seemed like forever. you finally called & we talked ubtill you fell asleep on me. i just sat there listening to you breath. you sounded so peaceful. i was the luckiest girl in the world. i still feel that way today. but im going to bed now to dream of us.
love,
elizabeth