confessions of lovers chapter 4
4:23 am
well i got home this afternoon to do a show and my baby was there waiting on me. We were together practically the whole time untill we played our setup. All i kept doing was looking toward the stage door and she was stading there smiling. She was so beautiful. After our setup we grabbed a cup of coffee from a diner down the road and took a walk. We talked about our future together and what our plans were. She said she'd love to get married and have kids but she wanted to wait a while for that. I was all for that. I want to be almost completely done with my career b/4 i have kids. i want a frank jr. but no time soon. We talked about the show and how much we enjoyed it. I love to play and she loves to watch me play. I told her i was making her co. Exec of S//C. She was a little shocked at first but was all for it. But then she asked if Jamiah was out of the picture there. I couldn't lie and say yes. She was still in the pic she just wasn't co. exec anymore. I told her this and she was all gravy with it. I really dont think she has anything wrong with Jamiah other than the fact that we used o date and she cheated on me. After our walk and talk we went back to the venue, got the guys together, and went back to the house.
The guys rode in the van and i rode with liz. the whole ride home she played this song called for you I will(confidence). It's by a guy named Teddy Geiger. The chorus goes something like this, I'm gonna muster every once of confidence I have, and cannonball into the water. She loves this song so I'll probably buy her the CD. When we got to the house I got a huge surprise, my mom was there! I hadn't seen her in close to three months. I walked in and the house smelt like an ittalian restaraunt. God i love my mom. She cooked eggplant parmisian, spaghettie, chicken parmisian, and her home-made garlic bread. I ate like a pig. We sat at the table and lughed through the whole meal. But for some reason, only known to gee, gee wasn't eating. He was just staring at liz like he was gonna walk right through her. Liz just shrugged her shoulders and contined her conversation with Ray about if the original or the remake of romeo and juliet was better.
after we were done eating we cleaned up and i walked mom out to her car. She told me to hold onto liz cause she was a very special girl and she had a feeling she was gonna be good for my career, unlike Jamiah. I just said yes ma'am, hugged her, kissed her, and waved her goodbye. I walked inside to see the guys sitting in the lving room with booze and playing the x-box. I turned to see liz going upstairs with a beer in her hand. I went right after her and asked her what she was doing drinking and she said she'd been doing it all night. she asked me if i was her dad.i just said no and layed down next to her on the bed. We watched the notebook and cuddled.
she fell asleep about 3/4 into the movie. She must have reall tired or drunk one. Now I lay here beside her as i watch her sleep. she looks so peaceful and happy. I guess im gonna check on the guys, take some keys, and go to bed.
G'night,
frank
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10:47 am
well last night was great in my oppinion. frank's mom made a wonderful dinner. we all ate like litle pigs. Gerard just seemed upset for some reason. But that's beside the point. frank's asleep along with Gerard, Mikey, Bob, danielle, and ray. I guess they all got way to waisted to go home last night. I love nights like this cause i know there was a party i jst never remember it! HA HA! But it's ALWAYS like that.Franky'll tell me all about it when he get ot of bed. I've poured everybody a shot so they dont get a hang over! That's all i need, a house full of vomit! Cai's in her room, well the guest room with Gerard. A little weird I know, but hey, whatever floats their boat. the real weird thing is all of their clothes are in the floor. I really dont want to know. Mikey's in the floor, with his g/f, on a palet, and the x-box controller practically glued to his hand. Ray's in the Lay-Z-Boy with his portible DVD player. And well, Bob was asleep on the sofa bed like a smart man.
I went to the kitchen to clean up this earlier and i found 3, 24 count, cases of beer gone. I dont know where the bottles went to but i'm guessing franky cleaned up b/4 he went to bed. I fixed me a bagel and a cup of coffee and sat at the table for a while reading the paper. Bob woke up not to long ago, fixed him a cup of coffee, and went home. He told me to tell frank that he'd see him later. I dont know what they have planned but i know I'll find out! But anyways~last night franky kind of pissed me off. He was acting like my dad.
He asked me why i was drinking and gave me that you know better look. I just told him I'd been drinking all night so he'd quit. I understand he just wants the best fro me but he needs to look at himself in the mirror! I really dont know what happened last night when me and franky went to bed but im sure he'll tell me when he wakes up.But I'm gonna end this and go take a shower. I reak of beer, sex, and sweat.
Later,
Liz