Im an adopted only child Doug. I have had the same feeling. No one has the right to make you feel that way but yourself. And also You are the only one who has the avbility to make it better. I am still struggling with feelings such as these but I keep tellin myself that if it wasnt for me I wouldnt be here now.
Re: Hey there (spok'en in a calm voice)frankisrealNovember 7 2004, 13:52:18 UTC
i dont want to depend on myself any more. the reason i have been here for so long is my mother. i couldn't allow her the fiat of living a life with out her child. But now it would be ok if i were to go. for the past couple of years i have been looking for reason. Reason, thats all i need. Just a simple reason to live brian. ive been mislead by hope but never was able to hold on to a reason. all these things i keep thinking of mean nothing to the point of myself finding a reason to live. thats why my depressions doesn't last. because i chose to forget what isn't involved in my purpose. all things come to past and so shall i.
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all these things i keep thinking of mean nothing to the point of myself finding a reason to live. thats why my depressions doesn't last. because i chose to forget what isn't involved in my purpose. all things come to past and so shall i.
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