OH MY GOD I"M HATING THE MARRIED LIFE SO FAR... HE"S DRIVING ME CRAZY.....

Well it has been a while since i've written and now i'm writing and i'm cramping really bad.... i hate cramps. I'm slighly tired again to. but i have to finish this prodject on Robert E Lee for history class. Its almost done probably about another hour and i will have the speech typed and then another hour to put together the picture's i told mom ( Read more... )

Well i feel better. I realized after I saw my boyfriend that I was upset because first I got a 55 on my math test and then I saw this guy name cory who is like my stalker.With all of that I was feeling bad. My boyfriend got upset cause we we're suppose to spend all day together because he is leaving for denver today. and i dropped that ball. So he ( Read more... )

ok , does anybody ever feel like they have had enough of someone, yet then again you dont want them to leave? i feel that way about, my boyfirend. I dont want him to leave for two days for denver, yet i do. I dont want to see him tonight.. yet i do. i just want to be alone.. yet i dont. i'm sad cause i miss the coffee group and the sunday night ( Read more... )

ok,I'm not good at writing right now.. to much on my mind... maybe later

selfishness.... what is selfishness ( Read more... )

Hey.... I'm so confused..... i'm tired of jon always going to charlotte but i konw that he has always gone to her. On the other hand i dont like that tonight he pulled her ino his jacket like he did i said somthing but all i got was a smart mouth remark. and then i kicked him and he just sat in his car and pouted. i left him be and then he wondered ( Read more... )

oh my gosh i'm freaking out about saturday!! i have to see my ex and i'm NOT looking forward to it and errrr... i dont want saturday to come... hey maybe they wont be able to make it....??? maybe they'll be sick or have other plans... ohhh my hopes are up!!

so i was going to post something really cool but now........i ummm.. yea i got nothing maybe later i'm soooo tired and i still have track and field.....errr darn it... and then moms party on saturday...EEEHHHH i'm soooo died!!

What is life worth? why do we do what we do ? I dont want to be doing the things i'm doing. i dont want a busy life. i dont want anything........ at the age of 17 people expect you to choose who your going to be for the rest of your life, they think your responsible enough to make that decison as to were you want to go to college and what you are ( Read more... )