I disappeared I know... it's been a rough fall ( Read more... )

We had a party on friday. And for a couple hours I laughed and felt happy and it was good.

Then I woke up and with the sun shining, everything was a lot less funny and a lot more sad.

This is killing me.

Yet another bout of insomnia has prompted me to babble on lj at midnight. Go figure ( Read more... )

I hate how miserable I am without you.

I wonder ( Read more... )

my friends just don't get it. I'm just not that girl ( Read more... )

I know people think it's weird.. They think I need to grow up and get out.. they think that I'm too dependent or immature... but I can't help myself. I love my family ( Read more... )

I'm soo proud. I feel like my baby's all grown up and gettin on boys!

Okay... a list.. because lists make me feel better ( Read more... )

Okay.. I know I've been M.I.A. lately.. and I'm sorry.. but I feel like I'm so busy all the time that I can't just sit and type about how I am feeling. I don't even know how I am feeling.. rushed is the only adjective that can describe what's happening in this head ( Read more... )