I've been really depressed for the past six days now. I'm moving to california on the first week of april. That's right, i have exactly 2 months left here. =( I never thought it would be THIS HARD to say goodbye. It has nothing to do with the Philippines.. Frankly, i can't wait to get out of this dump. But then... i'm gonna miss so many people so ( Read more... )

i am SO freakin tired! panuluyan was so hectic and stressful but it turned out to be a success. =) aix and i ran around in the morning trying to fix stuff for the mass (that i didnt even know about!) because SOMEONE didnt prepare anything at all! we had to get last minute readers, servers, collectors, and we even had to look for teresianas to serve ( Read more... )

i've just spent the entire day filling out college application forms and writing essays! i'm totally drained. i don't even remember how many colleges i applied to! i didnt even get to study for my SAT which is tomorrow na. Ahhh! Good luck to everyone taking it! =) i can't type anymore.. i can't even see anymore.. 7 freakin hours in front of a ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)HighLevel 2 (Lustful)Very LowLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)LowLevel 6 - The City of Dis ( ( Read more... )

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these past two weeks have been so... blah. i can't wait to graduate. i can't wait 'til i get my acceptance letter from stanford *hope hope hope* so that i can get the hell out of here. i am so damn sick and tired of this place. sure i'll miss some people, but i think it'll be worth it. i just feel terribly unhappy here. =( haay... i usually like ( Read more... )

This is such a crappy day. I've been in such a bad mood for the past two days and i don't even know why... I kinda snapped at my friend's sister a while ago. yikes! Only ONE thing made me happy this week. I have a college na!!! Woohoo! I just have to figure out how i'm supposed to tell them. Yay! I still really want to get into one of my dream ( Read more... )

I've been feeling like the tin man (wizard of oz) for the past few days 'cause i hadn't shed a single tear since IT happened! I mean, am i like hollow inside or something?? It finally hit me yesterday. I just went to his bathroom to brush my teeth, and then i smelled his cologne. I broke down in the freakin bathroom of all places!!! I'm glad i ( Read more... )

I never thought this day would come. He's been wanting to leave for so long, but i didn't think he'd EVER push through with it. The weird thing is I don't even feel sad at all. My brother's been a wreck for the past 2 weeks, but i'm perfectly fine. Maybe a part of me still believes he'll stay. Maybe i think he'll chicken out again and cancel the ( Read more... )

I remember OUR judgement day last year... I remember the feeling of being the messenger, fetching the ones that were asked to report.. and at the same time feeling scared that i'll be the next one to be called. That was one of the darkest days of my CO life. Even though i got through it, there was a great sense of loss. We were 33, cut down to 26. ( Read more... )