i feel alone right now. utterly and completely desolate. no one cares about me. no one appreciates me. no one knows me. they don't love me. they aren't interested in anything i do, despite the amount of work and effort i put into it. why should i care if they do not? why should i try when no one understands the effort ( Read more... )

I wish I could fast forward to next Monday, so this week would be over. Yesterday was only Monday, and I barely got through it in one piece. I have enjoyed doing the play, but I will be so relieved when it is done. I'll finally have a night life again. I can hang out with my friends, read, watch TV or even do homework! Without worrying about cues ( Read more... )

Why does our bathroom smell of something so terrible, no words can describe it? It's like, stale air freshener mixed with human scents usually found in the bathroom. Honestly, it must be experienced to be comprehended. But you might not make it back out alive.

I shaved my legs tonight. Took me half an hour, but I did it. Capris, here I come.

I ( Read more... )

Why do I get the feeling you think you're too good for me?

Creeps in...

Four hour play practice? Yeah, that's right. My feet hurt. The director tells us not to rock. How can I now when someone is over there muttering lines penned by a medieval mad man? "Don't act. React." I am reacting. To my feet and knees and hips and back hurting. If I were to act, that may end the rocking. But I can't guarantee ( Read more... )

Second floor Grossmann is where it's at. Well, that's where we're at for next year. Erin, Mary, Abbie and I went to room sign-up, and then we went to go see the room we'll be living in. The girls who are in there now have this huge loft contraption in their living room, and Erin, Mary, Abbie and I think it would be good to have. But I took Jess and ( Read more... )

Why doesn't anyone here ever DO anything? You know, I love these people (some of them) but geez...it's freaking Saturday night. You're not supposed to study. You study on Sunday. Or barricade yourself in your dorm room alone with your boyfriend, even though he is visiting from four hours away (okay, I can see them wanting to spend time together, ( Read more... )

There are certain places and people who deserve a good arse kicking. The people in the Res Life office are one of those people.

My girls and I are going to get kicked out of the Res because we have the crappy lottery number. Which, by the way, is not our fault. Two groups who don't deserve to be in the Res are going to get to live there next year ( Read more... )

I really don't know what's wrong with me. I wish I did. Maybe then I would be able to fix it.
Or find someone who can.

The fire alarm went off at 3 am this morning. Which was only about twenty minutes after I went asleep. It was freezing outside, I had to pee extremely bad and I couldn't see anything because my contacts weren't in and I don't wear my glasses because I have the same frames I had when I first got them. In fifth grade.
Other than that, today has been ( Read more... )