Human Abstract ( Read more... )

All right -- So I believe strongly in supporting music; therefor I rarely down loaded mp3's and the such in the recent past. Regardless that so many other people in this country and world wide had been, and are continuing to do it -- I simply did not ( Read more... )

I made some random list of Musical Artists/Bands... I got bored and now I think I'll watch a movie, but... I could put so many more... Sure theres some, some people like, HaHa ( HERE YOU GO )

I'm home alone -- Passion, Joy Fullfilment is Lacking... Where has that umph, that ooooh feel it tingle and lighten up the skies to wake the dead, and dance jig energy gone? -- I want to shoot someone as I sit here looking in a blank reflecting mirror.

I just feel as though I'm getting sick of this shit. I just don't know what to do any more; maybe I'm just bored and frustrated -- but all this shit is just getting to be too much. I wish I could run away, and live a fairytale life. No, I'm not a little girl -- I don't wish for a castle and a knight in shining armor, but perhaps the happy ending. ( Read more... )

--You've gotten depressed, and ran straight to your home ( Read more... )

So, I got my hair cut this morning, and opened up a new checking account at USA bank. I currently have a balance of 6,914 and some odd cents... I'm happy I finally have my money organized. Well, minus a few savings bonds which I could cash, and Uh, a few bucks in my pocket, oh and another check coming from work tomorrow. Even still it's originated ( Read more... )

Love's Dinner-
This world is ours -- love has swallowed me whole and cleaned it's plate; I no longer have the ability to hate. Sure I'll admit there are still times I feel alone yet crowded like a caged animal at the zoo, but when I'm with you it's like my life never leaves that table for two. You do remember the cozy little table by the window ( Read more... )

I begin holding back tears with a lump in my throat, and my teeth grit tightly. My knuckles turn white as my fingers clench shaking knee's. I'm swallowing hard, and sighing heavy as I wipe under my eyes. Releasing a rasp cough into the damp morning air just loud enough to be heard over the ringing in my ears; as my head begins to pound like a bass ( Read more... )

Just got home from work at 3... I'd punched in at 4pm, and out at 3pm, can anyone figure out how long I just worked, ha. Need a shower and some couch time before I go to sleep though, I'm surprising still not tired, just... Physically feeling a little worn.