so....it's rough when you don't want to see someone, but you always want to call them.

it's like, i have a laundry list of complaints right? but i still want her curled up beside me, i still want to watch her while she sleeps, i still want to smell her on my clothes, my sheets, my skin...

but i can't fucking stand her.

jesus...debate is a lot of work.
figuring out the self's relationship to the self is taxing.

my computer class is fucking retarded and I don't want to go. but i will anyway.
need money. tooo poooor.

2 weeks here in Hays, KS. And I'm having the time of my fucking life. Found a good group of kids to party with, more importantly, who are smart, funny, and connect with me well.

Debate is absolutely amazing. I've never thought in the manner in which I'm thinking ever.

There's just too much to say:

I got a new computer!

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OH!

Got glasses, and my labret pierced!

-that's pretty much it.

hi soonhay!

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i want so desperately out of this hell-hole...you have no idea. it's honestly sucking my will to live, being here. it's an awful influence on me...this city is a cancer, it's feeding on itself, on the population and it's feeding on me. it wants to draw me into it's maze of clandestine class warfare, melodrama, corruption and moral stagnation. ( Read more... )

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