Comments | frazzleme: if i die a thousand times which one would count?

frazzleme

if i die a thousand times which one would count?

Feb 03, 2004 23:24

For some reason I have been sitting here doing the normal thing that I always do which is play computer games until I get bored enough to where I will want to lay down and pretend like I am tired and watch t.v. till 3:00 in the morning and eventually dose off into an unrestful sleep.... But that's not what gets me that's just my life, what got me ( Read more... )

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bexterslab February 4 2004, 05:03:36 UTC

alright, here's the only thing i can tell you. FUCK EVERYONE! i know it's a mean thing to say, but make urself happy. don't worry about what n e 1 thinks. why does it matter? if they think less of u for soemthing you do, fuck um! do what makes u happy! u'll NEVER be happy if u try to please every1 else 1st. it will NEVER be your turn. trust me, just let go, and be free with you thoughts, emotions, and actions. let people get to know the real you! ur real thoughts and real feelings. no 1 can ever love you, the REAL YOU if you don't share what's really inside with people.

*hugs* i'm not trying to sound rude, i just want you to be happy. please, just give it a try.

anonymous February 4 2004, 12:17:28 UTC

ok, well, regardless of your last paragraph much of what you said in the begining, like your thoughts of what you should do or how others may respond to you is exactly how I feel. And If you think I am saying this just because you said no one would say anything is wrong. You know if I were still down there, I'd be there to talk to you ina heart beat, and still now, you know I would call you, or that if you called me I'd be there. And it is alright to feel this way, it really is, if you werent supposed to feel this way ,then those emotions wouldn't exist. When living, you encounter the good things just as well as the bad. I know you will get through this phase, I know you may shake your head and say this isn't a phase, but I know you will feel better, it is just a matter of time. And your friends, they care about you deeply, and love you, and will not be scared of you, or think you are boring. You are an amazing person, completely amazing. What ever differences or problems that may be present at the moment will resolve its self sooner ( ... )

jennibee February 7 2004, 18:54:07 UTC

Hi, you commented on my journal a while back and I was just reading your entry and thought I'd comment on yours ( ... )

Re: frazzleme February 7 2004, 19:53:52 UTC

thankyou so much for saying those things it's like you can put an answer to all my questions in one comment and after reading that it has made me feel alot better. but maybe your right i should probably start making new friends if someone who doesn't even know me can interpret my thoughts better than the people who do know me. and again thankyou. =)
~chelsea~

Re: jennibee February 8 2004, 11:05:19 UTC

I'm just here to help :-)
I went though a lot of shit early on in my life... every kind of shit you can think of. So when I see it in other people, I try to help as much as I possibly can because if I had someone to make it easier for me, I surely would have taken their advice.
I just try to provide that outlet when I can call it like I see it.
Hope all goes well, and as for your friends;
if you cant act like yourself around them, dump them.
Friendship is about being yourself so much that the other person can predict what you're going to say, and then appreciate it after you've said it.
<3 Jenni