I hate myself for doing things i hate.....and i hate myself as i continue to do them without stopping myself, and then i hate myself for not stopping myself....etc, etc.
I'm so afraid of death I may kill myself over it, just to see what it's like. But then, I'm too afriad of death to kill myself, but I'm so afraid I want to.
When I was younger, in elementary school, I played basketball for a local league. There was a boy on the team who would always bully me for having braces. He even beat me up over it. He called me all sorts of names and got me to hate anyone with braces. Then one day, he came to practice with braces on. I hated him so much because he had braces that I punched him and got everyone on the team to ostracize him.
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Then one day, he came to practice with braces on. I hated him so much because he had braces that I punched him and got everyone on the team to ostracize him.
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But you didn't before.
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