I always fuck things up, I don't know why, but I'm uncapable of being liked! I am having a bad day, yet again. I can't seem to get rid of what ever is making me have such a crummy life. My so called cheats to life failed! I am a failure...god I hate being pathetic. I hate being in these whinney moods. Gezzus I should frickin shoot myself ( ( Read more... )

Life. It's not just a silly game you play at sleepovers with two of your best friends. No, it's also what you go through every day! Well, I've finally started to win my game of life. Everything is alright. I'll be ungrounded this weekend, My Dad took back the other two weeks he grounded me, I actually understand what I'm learning in Geometry, I'll ( Read more... )

Wow this was one effed up week! I can't imagine anything as crazy. It was almost the worst time I've ever had. But it got better, much better. At first I was just really pissed off and really sad most f the week, then I was almost at a point where I would kill anyone who even blinked wrong!! But then suddenly... I stopped caring. I said fuck it all ( Read more... )

I'm having a good day. One in a long long time!!! I'm just so happy! Tomorrow I'm going to The V Show which means I get to go outside of my house. YAY! LOL. Kinda sad, I'm happy to go to a school function ...*sob*. How pathetic. But I don't care! Outside!!! Anyways! Yea. Not much to add, still grounded. Soon to end. Yep, Tegan Staci: I'm not mad at ( Read more... )

A Fictional Story of Lost Love ( Read more... )

I just wrote a whole lond entry, but pressed the wrong button! Screw it!! I'm still grounded. Got two weeks to go. Wow, I'm too lazy to write everything else back up here! bye
-me-

I am grounded. That's right, me! The ungroundable! I always get out of it, but not this time. THREE MONTHS AND THREE WEEKS!!! WTF! I'm not sure why. I think it's because I lied about going to tutoring. But I only "lied" because I knew it'd piss them off. Gawd! LOL. So yea I really have nothing to update because I've been under house arrest since ( Read more... )

I had a really bad day. I didn't think my days could get worse, but I was wrong. I don't feel like telling anyone, and I don't care if you talk about me or think I'm dramatic. I know what happened and the people I care about know too. I'm just really sad...and kinda scared. And shit I'm writting and I didn't even realize it. This is effed up shit. ( Read more... )

I fuckin stayed after to get my Yearbook. Guess what?! The bitches don't have it. Stupid-ass school. My Mom is mad at me now cause I wanted to walk home (it's frickin not even 5 miles)! WTF! I don't even give anymore. This is bull and I'm tired. My dad grounded me for 3 weeks because I asked why I had to bring home all my HW. WTF!!! So I'm grounded ( Read more... )

Today was awkward...very awkward! I dunno why. I felt really wierd. I was hyper and out of it all day. NO! I was NOT high, as Paul put so blatantly. On the bus: I was all giggily and hyper. Paul- Are you a stoner? Me- NOOOOO!! OMG! Paul- You act like it. Grrrrr!! I am not a stooner I just like to have fun. So I hang out with some pot heads and a ( Read more... )