hmmmm, work sucked like usual. Some girls drove by and screamed like monkeys.that was...wierd. yay boredom. i get to go to the show. YAY!! that's awesome i get to see everyone and i get to see snaw play, yay. Everybody should go so i can see you. i learned how to play silent night on the giutar. go me. the movie last night was pretty lame, it was ( Read more... )

Hmmm, april called me yesterday. yay!! i dont know if anyone told her to or not, but thnx if ya did. i was really happy to here from her. don't think anything bad of her. she just made some mistakes. i love her. She's havin a really hard time, but anyways today was kewl. i stayed after to work on my project and the librbay was freakin closed. ugh. ( Read more... )

holy hell i havnt updated for a long ass time. well nothin much has been goin on just hangin out. umm went to miami and saw zack. it was ok. the chimps were pretty cool. they kept beating eachother up. it was funny. and there was a big ass gorilla there too. umm we went to an A.A. meeting. it was very ..inspirational...to the alcoholics. to me it ( Read more... )

ok people. I just found out toady that my friend April Flagler is possibly dead. I have not heard from her in long time because i don't know her # and she hasn't called me. I'm extremely worried and reaaaaly need to know if she's still alive. So I'm asking that if you see her tell her to call me immediatly, and/or if you know something about her, ( Read more... )

urggg i miss Ben. History isn't the same without him. I really wish he would come back. i saw his dad today and i was kinda confused cuz i thought he moved. So why isn't ben with him right now. he could still be here. Why did he have to leave if his dad is still here. Damnit come back ben. Well i think Ben hates me, but that's ok i still miss him. ( Read more... )

i went to see ben today. im gonna really miss him lotz. i can't believe he's actually going. i feel so sad. i wish he didn't have to leave, but at least hopefully he will be able to come back soon. i don;t know how soon, but soon. Me and kat went to his grandmas to take him to a movie but he couldn't go so we just stayed. We rode around in his ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhh omg i was so happy yesterday. maew and deanna came over and i was extactic. it was so great. i missed them so much. yay im so glad i got to see them. anyways other than that the dance was awesome and discusting. it was like a mad sex orgy with clothes. and in a sense it was an orgy cuz like barely any of them were wearing shoes. other ( Read more... )

blah. went to the manor today and met this kewl old guy, but he talked way to much so i was like okay lets go within the first 5 minutes, but wnded up staying for like 45 minutes. blah then we went to mcdonalds and i found out the aaron carter freakin apolagized to snaw and cory about everything. that sux, then i went home and mandee called me and ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while. oh well been busy. schools been ok.mr padan called me spoiled and said that i lived in a soft and sheltered life. i completely bitched him out and refused to sit down when he told me too. umm i got threatened by a football player. i was being annoying in class to piss padan off but instead pissed cody(football player) ( Read more... )

woot. ok well ive been called a dike goth and have been asked if me and jade were "together" by some random little bastards in middle school. the first time thie sam kid that asked if i was goth or punk before did that and then he told me that i had a "gothic" face.i told him if he didnt stop calling me goth i would punch. when i was leaving he wa ( Read more... )