So I just wanted everyone to know even though most of yu already do that I get to go to the Junior Prom. Because I actually havea real date ! I'm not even kidding. I amgoin with Dan! YAY. I'm really happy because I like him and he asked me and I wouldn't have been able to go otherwise. Me and my mom went on a shopping mission and we found my dress ( Read more... )

I am truly sorry but i am majorly boring I never learned how to use a phone when i was lil and now i am majorly deprived. so anyway this is an appology to you all. I missed you terribley and i will have to make it up to you some way. no groping or anything like that allowed. MATTHEW this means you. and well I love you all. I want to tell you I ( Read more... )

Hey all it has been a really long time sense I wrote in my journal. Mainly for like two reasons. One being I haven't really gotten on the computer due to my grades which by the way I passed everything. Thank you Mr. Murray I even passed english even though I shouldn't have. And the other there has been so much going on with my parents and my life ( Read more... )

I went to my aunts funeral today. I never knew how depressing it is. I never really had anyon close to me die. It really makes you wonder what goes on afterwards. Do you really go to heaven like they say. Or is it something different? I wish she could still be here. She didn't really get to live a full life. She was ony 41. 41 that means her mid ( Read more... )

He you guys. you seem to tell me I'm making excusses I think you are right. I think I'm afraid to commit. I thin i have a problem. Or maybe I just don't want to get hurt. Or am I just a little afraid. Can I really be afraid of something I can control. Is my happiness someting that i myself am controlable of. I need some kind of signal that ( Read more... )

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So guess what my life seems to get better then it gets worse. Ok good thing andrew called me like he said he was gonna. we were suposed to go out. It fell through. But life goes on. my sister comes home good i guess but you know its not so nice when you fight half the time. its just not kool anymore. I wishe my parents knew how much it hurts me ( Read more... )

Well I think I got this figured out pretty well. Know how i had a great time in NH with my friend steve well I just figured something out. He knows that I let guys use me. I know this for a fact because we were talking about problems and he wanted to hear all about mine. So I was telling him everything wrong at the time and well yea Life's a bitch ( Read more... )

OK I guess I should feel different that I am just a lil more aware of myself of my feelings of what I want and who I care for. Yea Right like that is going to happen to me. I wish he knew how i felt but it just seems that he isn't online when I am. I need to talk to him. I am I guess a lil more aware of my feelings but not to the point where i can ( Read more... )

OK so people have now been using this for good news. YAY for them and for once i have something good to say to. Well some people know that I had my b-day party this weekend well yea and all my family was invited and some friends of the family. Well for those I've talked to I am torn. Between what is right and what I want. I am sorry but as some ( Read more... )