How I feel

[freakygurl_1]

I've been feeling really depressed as of late. I'm trying to be supportive of Darius since he's started college. I'm happy for him, don't get me wrong, but I can't help but feel like I'm not good enough for him, and feeling left out. I feel like I'm not smart enough for him, and it doesn't help when he says things to make me that way, either

Comments

[thedoorsgirl]

As an adult, with adult responsibilities, I kind of feel like school is one of those things that you have to feel inclined to want to do - usually for a particular reason. I can understand you not feeling up to doing it right now. As a mother you have a lot on your plate, but also you'd have to decide what you wanted to go back for and what that was supposed to accomplish...that's tough to decide when you know you might have more kids. It's sad that he is giving you a hard time about all of this. Right now the goals he has are not aligned with yours and you might have to have quite a few conversations to get that straightened out. I'm sorry you are feeling depressed. *hugs*