totally predictable, absolutely insane.

i always knew it would end like this, so why am i so surprised?

You can make a very practical decision today that has profound consequences, yet others might not see the logic to your choice. It may seem as if you are being impulsive now, but you have been seriously thinking about your situation for a while, unable to tip the scales one way or the other. Don't worry if your uncertainty returns, for this is all ( Read more... )

i wear your bruises like a badge of honor.

should i do my next coop somewhere in Latin America? ABSO FUCKIN LUTELY!

starting to get the wheels rolling now; passport, programs, possibilities.

Everytime I'm left standing alone, looking like an idiot for believing you'd be there, I always end up coming back for more. I'm drawn to this intense dissapointment like a moth to a flame. It's sick and I need help. Will you help me? Oh wait, you won't, nevermind.

surrender your mind to your heart.

"It's hard for you to get your chores done today because you aren't very grounded. Your plans aren't concrete now; instead they are built on the fluid schedule of others. You won't be able to fit your day to the narrow confines of a clock. You'll be more successful if you time your actions to how you feel about them, rather than listening to any ( Read more... )

I wish there was some way for me to take away the pain. I can't bear to see her hurt so much. Hopefully this is only a small setback and the new day will bring some new light. I'll be sleeping in a hospital room chair tonight and praying that tomorrow is.better.

wading through all of this bullshit is exhausting, but i can't stand standing still; this stench is just too much to take.

i have this naive feeling that everything is going to be perfectly fine, and everything will go back to normal soon and this is something we'll chuckle at 5 years from now ( Read more... )