Ever feel like the only reason as to why you were born was so that people could ignore you, or use you, or play you, or just to be a person that they could ignore ( Read more... )

Im really starting to speed to the conclusion that im not meant to be happy, no matter what im not going to be happy because i keep finding the guys who use me and play me and im SICK of it ( Read more... )

KillerKatina2003 (11:23:22 PM): yea if u got back together with him i would kill u ( Read more... )

lately i have just been wanting to give up, throw in the towel, quit everything. Which of course Greg wont let me do. He told me hes in my corner no matter what, because everybody needs somebody in their corner. We talked the other night for over 4 hrs, online and then on the phone til after 4am. And it was like our old conversations, it wasnt like ( Read more... )

SERIOUSLY?!?! I JUST WANT TO SCREAM RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE NEED TO STOP PISSING ME OFF BECAUSE ONE OF THESE DAY BOOM IM GONNA BE THE BIGGEST BITCH OF ALL AND EVERYBODY IS GOING TO WONDER WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST WANT TO RIP MY HAIR OUT IM SO EFFIN ANNOYED RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

So Greg found a girl in Canada....he singed online to tell me, isnt that nice of him?!  yup i thought so...

lets see he also said that he cares about me and my health...BULL FUCKING SHIT!!!!  and still called me sweetie!!!

so Krysten and i walked to Price Chopper, after i had a drink in me, and we bought junk food...

why do guys suck?!?!?! I say FUCK ( Read more... )

ok so i have decided to give up my schooling, and my career even though i have been doing it since i was little! i have realized i cant do this, im not good enough, and i will NEVER be good enough no matter what, no matter what i do, i will never be good enough ( Read more... )

so apparently i kno how to blow ( Read more... )

Jen, Lori and i went out to dinner on Sunday to celebrate my birthday. Lori wanted to do do a 3 wisemen, the waiter was on my side, and brought me something else, but then all 3 of them ganged up on me and i ended up doing it ( Read more... )

I really feel like giving up is my only option right now. I seem to be losing everything that is important to me, and all that ( Read more... )