if you have no expectations, you're never disappointed.
and usually pleasantly surprised.

its funny how one second life is in total termoil and everything feels like its ending ( Read more... )

i dont know. it was supposed to be perfect, but i dont feel like we talk anymore ( Read more... )

You sit there in your heartache ( Read more... )

i love that hes pacient with me even when i flip out about nothing. like how i think hes having doubts when hes not. which is stupid ( Read more... )

boy and i are back together.

that was the most useless break up ever.

its my fault.
i did it wrong.
were not together.
because i had to have him now.
so i pushed him away, didnt give him space.
maybe it would have been different if i hadnt.
i hate knowing things are my fault.

im miserable with out him.

ive never loved someone so much. just waiting for him to realize he made a mistake. knowing that he loves me too. hes just scared.

its killing me. i love him. i love him. i love him.

so basically me and the boy are on "break ( Read more... )

so naturally it seems that god hates me.
and i cant fucking be happy for more than two months at a time.

IF YOU FUCKING TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND I HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT THEN WHY THE FUCK AM I CRYING
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FUCK YOU