who am i?

i used to know...

i realized today that i have to let him go.
its a good opportunity for him
i cant take that away from him.
i love him.
and i want him to be happier more than anything else.
and hes not happy here.
but im going to miss the boy.

maybe another sunny day...

i just fucked up so badly.

you do not lie to me.
petty lies are fine.
lies like that are not.

what the hell are you so afraid of?

so really i should be smarter. i know he is just constantly using me. and every time i think it will be different. and then he runs and i get hurt again. and the worst part is i still love him through it all. doesnt matter. the boy could dump cow manure on me and i would still love him ( Read more... )

...im in love with a boy that i shouldnt be in love with.

its a when harry met sally kinda story you know?

well see...
this may have some sort of chance after all.

it kills me to see it killing you.

you mean the world to me.

i dont think its so unreasonable to be pissed about this.

in short i hate the human kind.
alot.

huh...