:( i wish so much that u didnt feel like that about yourself because you so far from being a "SELFISH SPOILED BITCH, THAT ONLY LOOKS OUT FOR HIMSELF" i wish i could take away everything that's bothering u. but unfortunately i cant. but seriously please call me if u need to talk about anything. even if u wanna talk about the weather then go for it. i'm always ready to talk to u
wow fred..i just read all of that and seriously im going through the exact same thing and i know we really dont know each other that well but you have been there for me when i needed you and im always here for you. everything has been so messed up in my life too and i just wanted to give up and i felt like everything was going wrong cuz it was. i felt like no one cared and ive been hurting so much inside. I still do, ive been having alot of problems with my parents and me and my dad never get along i always feel like he doesnt love me and since i feel he doesnt i feel no1 can. ive felt so empty inside and i just want to cry all the time and things with my friends havent been much better and just every little thing got to me and i felt so alone but after reading ur journal i kinda feel better and i feel like im not alone and not the only one feeling this. and about cutting urself im sorry and its weird but i started doing it too this past week and i know its the worst thing to do but i understand where ur coming from and how it makes u
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Freddie - don't get down! I think you're a great person and i love you more than you know (honestly i do). Never forget that if anything you have the ability to always make at least one person smile - me! i <3 u! Deanna
haha i think u should cut yourself...it really helps release you into a sudden rush of ease and comfort and takes your stress and anxiety away...give it a try fred, you'll love it ; )
dont cut, thats stupid.. it shows thay you're weak and fuckin weird. it's basically YOUR fault for getting bad grades, SO ACCEPT THE FUCKING PUNISHMENT. a 2.7 is fuckingg horrible ! shape your ass up or you're going to Macomb CC.
don't whine about some shit that youu caused yourself.
well i cant just make it all go away, but you wanna know something? you were wrong about a lot of stuff in there. like letting everyone down... cuz you havent let me down. in fact, uve done everything right... and thats not something i say to anyone... in fact, this is something huge for me cuz i dont trust anyone any more. and when you said that theres no good in you, yeah, thats bull shit. if there wasnt, you can trust me on this one, i would not hang out with you, talk to you, tell people i know you... you may be a little rough aroung the edges sometimes, but you are not a bad person. and even if ur sitting there reading this going "youre completely wrong, you just cant see it," let me tell you something. i know some people who have nothing but hate and evil in them. and you, darlin, are nothing like them. and this shit about losing 20 lbs, what the hell is that about? if u lose 20 lbs ur going to look like a pencil... and thats disgusting. (course i guess i have no right to make a comment on this one, but watch that
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your pal,
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don't whine about some shit that youu caused yourself.
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