I'm updating, for no reason at all. I've been having actual "fun" this past week. It's just good to get out and do stuff besides waiting for things to happen. The only negative thing is that I have been feeling sick while everything was happening. Sore throat and everything. The band hasnt practiced in a while. I called Tommy to tell him it wasn't ( Read more... )

Last night was 10 on the insane meter. Went to the machine shop to celebrate the new cuts by Jettared. (I've been waiting for this for almost a year.) It was like Christmas time. The set was bad ass, then it was dilluded by the crazy party blonde. Not fun. My apologies to all the feelings I hurt, especially those of you in the band who had to ( Read more... )

yea so yesterday was pretty radical. I went to flint to shop. got some tubular things. came home. waited to find out what was going on that night. ended up going to matts to hang out. never heard any sign of tommy though, which really sucked. I work at 1:00 today and I have to work untill 9:30 on Saturday now which really sucks that means ill get ( Read more... )

I leave in about 45 mins for Chicago to go to the Alkaline Trio secret show. Backstage pass and everything. Nope I'm just kidding. I'm going to Illinois for a wedding. Alkaline Trio may be there though. I'll be back Saturday night for sure. Keep the dream alive while I'm out of town.

54321 blast off bitch.

To all those who thought i was missing. No i wasnt missing i was just out of the house. I guess to tommy, it all looked pretty bad, but i knew where he was. im here now bland as ever in front of the fucking computer screen. I already half cleaned the bathroom. I cant clean the other half because its the tub and its fucking covered in rust deposits ( Read more... )

I want to make an update. Here's to the first time my heart was broken and to every time after. Its made of glass and it will splinter. That sould go into a song. Worked today. Played guitar. updated journal. made girlfriend cry (unintentionally). Is throwing someone down a spiral staircase by their hair an honest mistake? I think so. I ( Read more... )

exams tommorow. karate chop. exams all week. school to an end. rocky relationship begins. stupid girl. stupid emotions. don't read too seriously. everything will be fine. she likes to show off her body. she says shes ashamed. could be a borderline slut. but aren't we all when given the chance?

good news can start us off; doctor's called me today, tell me that my ultrasound came back normal. I dont know if many of you have had an ultra sound, but i was thinking i was fucked. she was gliding the thing over my special place and pressing buttons on the machine. now there were a couple times the machine made this noise, like echoes down a ( Read more... )

another entry for another day. so after thinking about the testes last night, the pain was really bad. analyze me you jack asses. tell me that my mind made it worse. well i saw the doctor today and he took a look(feel) at them. the results? well he said that the spot that i found last night while fearing death was a benign cyst. first off, how does ( Read more... )