lessons learned
Occasionally, I get back pain. Lower back pain, like when you lifted something really heavy. Sometimes, it last a LONG time, other times, not so long. There't not a whole lot that can be done to alleviate this pain, and it goes away eventually, but I have a home remedy that works somewhat well. Sex. Well, more specifically an orgasm. You need a comfy position, which can be difficult, but it works. I don't know why, perhaps something to do with chi moving around the body better during times of climax, but for whatever reason, it helps.
Now begins the real lesson learned. Last night I was experiencing such pain. This girl, of whom the relationship defined is tricky, but we ceased sleeping with each other last week, I got her to put some of that Bengay stuff on for me. Sex wasn't going to be an option, and self-provided orgasms, while work, its hard to be comfortable enough to achieve that.
So she put it on, rubbed it really well, got that tingly feeling, which is superficial, but as good as it's going to be. And then, things happened. These things really do just happen, and we're kinda fooling around and what not. She knows I'm in pain, but she also knows my orgasm theory. So, we're at this point, where she's.....how do I describe this? where's she's manually stimulating me (I'm not really up on the porn descriptions, but I think fingering would imply penetration, and that's not correct). And at first it kinda feels tingy. I realize, must be rememenace of Bengay on her fingers, okay, fun. Intertesting. Different. And then.....WOAH. Burning, bad bad burning. Horrible burning. Me screaming in pain burning. It feels like my clit has been burned off my body kind of burning. Bad, bad bad bad bad experience. In fact, I may never be able to orgasm again, that is how horrble it was.
WARNING: Do not attempt any sort of fornication when using Bengay or similar product.
Posted in both journals, cause it's an important message.