okkkk lol its beeen awhile my my computer is fucked up so0o0 yahhhhh i cant exactly what i call update but yah its defeently 5 in the morn and im stilll upppp !!!! i gottt s0o0o0o shit faced frisday night with allllly abd fairyy and it was funnnny i met some random guys on the side of the road tehy werent toooo cute thought but yah we went kahakin ( Read more... )

alriggghhhtyyy ( Read more... )

ha s00o0o its beeennn forever !!! i was sick thursday sadness :( i wanted to go see coachies baby but instead of checking out to go see her in the baby i went to the doctor and got a steroid shot :( sadness it hurt s0o0o bad !!! ahh i wanted to cry jk but yah i had a respitory infection and still do it sucks... :) lol ( Read more... )

* SUNNNNNNNDAYYYY ( Read more... )

MAGGI LAUREN EADES IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING PERSON I HAVE EVER LAID EYES ON!!!

AND SHE IS TOTALLY THE BESTEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD BC SHE GAVE ME HER BARBEQUE SAUCE TONIGHT!!!

NOTHINNGGGG EVERR SEEMS FAIR !!!!  r nothing is fair i dont understand ? why do i hurt s0oo0 much when im not pose to care !!! i let YOUUUU gooo because of everything im not pose to hurt and im not pose to come back asking you to0 still change and asking you t0o comee see me and than me get torn to pieces when you say you cant after making the ( Read more... )

When the night will falls ( Read more... )

PLEASSSSEE REMIND ME !!!! never to trust in ssome 111 even if you think there going to change for ONCEEEE !!! yah welll im a DUMBASSSS once again i mean geeez what am i thinkin ? you call me tell me all these lies and blah blah blah but oh welll your lose it just kills me though because for some reason i still blv you ? for someeee oddd freakin ( Read more... )

2 hoursssss laterrr hmm what did i  tell you !!!!

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything,
But I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted
And nobody understands (how I feel)

I'm tryin' hard to breathe now,
But there's no air in my lungs.
There's no one here to talk to
And the pain inside is making me numb.

I try to hold this under control,
They can't help me, cause no one knows.
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