So I have decided as of now...that the last piece I am gonna do for my voice recitle at the end of semester (which everyone should come to cause it would be great to see the support)..."I Dreamed A Dream" From Les Miserables. I have noticed I can just put so much heart and emotion into it that I actually begin to cry when singing it. I guess ( Read more... )

I don't understand this all.....Is this really supposed to be one big gigantic sign? Or am I just fooling myself and making myself believe something that will never be....and yet Alyssa gets mad at me because she thinks I am making myself believe it was all fake and that he never loved me and still doesn't in the least.....and i say I need proof to ( Read more... )

Why did I do it ( Read more... )

Really i have nothing much to write about... i mean i could write about what i have been doing the past couple days....Did another Open mic night that was more awesome than the first.... i totally improved on my angry song but it went fine and i let it all out which felt amazing, but honestly some of the emotional stuff i have dealt with these past ( Read more... )

So these past few days have been amazing even with the constant break downs ( well not constant but they have happened a good amount) The week before friday was just a countdown til i could see my Alyssa Darling. Audrey from R and J invited Alyssa and I to her vintage party on friday. Everyone was supposed to wear anything from 80's and below. ( Read more... )

So let's see last week was meh. I mean i had class and all but nothing too exciting there. Rosh Hashana kind of sucked big time cause when your father tells you things like "if you died tomorrow I wouldn't care" it's not something u would feel to happy about...and i ask myself why the other day when he calls me to tell me I have a car in the next ( Read more... )

I saw an entry saying 7 songs but since I was tagged to put 5 I will do such....

XO- Fall Out Boy

Forgive Me- Evanescence

Don't Stop Believin' -Journey

To The End- My Chemical Romance

Spin or Take Me Away- Lifehouse

People who need to to this I am tagging...

1) Alyssa
2) Denise
3) Heather
4) Bacon
5) Eric

Friday- Did some errands, cleaned around the house as much as I could and then in the evening hung out with Spencer because I really wanted to watch more of Paranoia Agent and he had the series on DVD. I still haven't finished it but it just keeps getting more and more fucked up but still keeps you wanting to watch more. We had some drinks. I ( Read more... )

Wedsenday was pretty quiet. I hung out with people at the PAC (Performing Arts Center at MC) They were painting and such for the set of Showtunes. I actually ended up talking to Alex a long ass time. It was great though. I missed Alex. He just is so insightful and intelligent so talking to him about stuff was just making me feel even better ( Read more... )

Amazing....amazing.....AMAZING!....A-MA-ZING!....These past few days have just been...well..AMAZING!... I just for some reason can't find another word to describe it.. I mean i could find several but that one is just coming out so easily ( Read more... )