Oh bloody hell

Nov 14, 2005 12:07

Ok, so its like this... I really have had a lot of time to think about everything. And I mean EVERYTHING! My business is going well, my family and love life couldn't be more perfect (given the complications) my health is rather good (need a bit more exercise says my blood tests). I have friends, family, fun... but I had not been happy. I had lost ( Read more... )

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christine9600 November 14 2005, 18:37:29 UTC
Hey, I'm taking Lexapro and I am goddamned glad I am. I don't have to keep fighting and fighting just to keep myself from constantly freaking out or lying in bed all day believing I was a hopeless, worthless piece of shit.

I understand a lot of what you're writing about here. I really do. More than you know!

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freedancer8 November 14 2005, 19:15:18 UTC
yeah, I was starting to freak out and/or lie around and Stacy had to cover for me, which made me feel even more worthless since she works so hard as it is. Now I am nice to the kids, nicer than ever to Stacy and actually have very few, if any, desires to see the world end in a big fiery disaster. Probably should have started taking it long ago. Then I would already be passed the guilt stage of needing a drug to keep my mind sane. Have you noticed any side effects? At 10mg I was sleepy all the time and could not have orgasms. At 5mg I am awake more but cannot really focus to get anything finished. Maybe 7.5mg would work? The stupid thing is, my insurance would not let me have 10mg without some extra paperwork, but 20mg was fine... so I am cutting the things in fourths.

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freedancer8 November 14 2005, 19:18:21 UTC
btw I did not take any this morning and was off work. so being left to my own devices, i came up with nothing better to do than shave my chest... at least it was not my head this time!

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christine9600 November 14 2005, 19:25:57 UTC
Hey, that works! And listen, you looked HOT with a shaved head. I really liked it, personally.

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is = is gamesociety November 15 2005, 01:59:41 UTC
Hey Ric ( ... )

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gamesociety November 15 2005, 02:13:29 UTC
And only now did I actually see that you posted to my Geometry Blog. LOL

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