1st I got a job that i love working at PETCO in the grooming department it doesn't pay alot but im hoping they will put me in there programe to be trained as a proffessional groomer. mY anxiety meds aren't working very well but i have to say work actually helps that because if its not the puppies then theres a bunny i compleatly fell in love with ( Read more... )

I woke this mourning on my birthday to a phone call that i have a job!!! WOoHOO this afternoon i go fill out paperwork. tonight i go to detroit. saturday to reggea and sunday i start work. :) woohoo!

amber

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The panik attacks are getting worse and worse. The visions are coming back the paranoia. Anxiety sucks to say the least. Now i remeber why I liked drugs particually opiates to block all this shit out to not remeber to not think about it.. why do i have to feel so torchured. I wrote some new stuff on www.myspace.com/mollsdoorsofpercetion on the blog ( Read more... )

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Apr 16, 2005 9:37 AM Subject: Silly Gas Prices Body: I doubt this will work, but I don't want to be the guy that DIDN'T help haha ( Read more... )

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"Music is my muse, I will marry melody... all that comes to light.. all that finds me.. lost in a single note.. caught deep within the soul.. this is the reason that I breath.. this is the reason that I come alive... buring that sound deep into the heart and soul.. music is my muse.. and I will marry melody... that soft sweet sound.. burning me.. ( Read more... )

I dont update this too much anymore due to the blog i have on http://www.myspace.com/mollsdoorsofperception

but i still do sometimes and I still read what you people right

"but im more than just a little courious how you plan to go about making your amends."

amber