god damn it. the journal just deleted everything i wrote. please disregard the date in the entry below, it was wrong

wow. its been a while since ive updated. yeah ( Read more... )

hmm...? i just got back from the doctor's. i think my season is pretty much done. my options, sugery, or wait it out. eitherway, recovery is like 4 or 5 weeks. gah! i figure maybe if i wait it out it will heal up enough so that i can play for the last few games at least? god. even though i dont like the program, i still, ugh i wish i could have ( Read more... )

i feel like im being dragged down. that life is pointless. general discomfort. why? oh, yeah, football in 2 hours.

sometimes i wonder if all of this is worth it.

well.. its monday morning. im tired. i talked to laura last night... im worried, she didnt sound like herself... thats an understatement i think...sigh. ill find out today ( Read more... )

yeah. so today has been a very, very laid back day. basically, katie is up north with her friend, so just brian and i are at home, and ive been babysitting since 11:00. weve done absolutely nothing productive, its been a ton of fun. weve had pillow fights, nerf gun fights, rubber band fights, we made pizza, played video games (he kicked my ass) and ( Read more... )

okay, well, ive been sitting here relaxing all day, waiting for my phone to charge ( Read more... )

school today was horribly boring. just boring as hell ( Read more... )

well, i changed the look of my journal earlier today... the font is yellow becuase i thought it would be cool for it to dissapear when looking in the sun, but tell me if its annoying to read ok? anyway,i still have homework to do and study for. what happened to the chans garden plan??? anyway, today was... good. im not playing tomorrow... but its a ( Read more... )