Physics of Vision ( Read more... )

Holy fuck-on-a-stick i'm eighteen as of yesterday. This sucks, i want to be like ten again, not eighteen. First thing i did tho was buy some cigars and a lotto ticket as my rite to semi-adulthood. Hmmm.. i have a pet duck named Quagmire...his (maybe) mother was trying to kill him to a threw a stick at her and took him with me. Good old Quag. ( Read more... )

Sucks when you can't shut your brain off, I'll never get to sleep tonight. The lyrics "when everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know your alive" in Iris made me think some more. In an addbusters magaizine i read, it said "A sad truth; Americans are people who cry there eyes out in the latest block-buster movie but can't when they ( Read more... )

Ok so i just found out why i don't feel really sad when people die! (Yes it's true, i only get a mild sense of disapointment) Anywho this is why..it has to do with how i view the world. Ok i noticed that any time i look at pictures of myself or of good times in the past, i am saddened...in fact the same feeling i get a funeral. I thought this ( Read more... )

I hate when you start thinking ahead in a conversation so you have to start stopping your self from saying things to avoid a continued conversation. An example would be stopping your self from saying "You wouldn't understand" to someone. If you truely know that they wouldn't understand then saying "you won't understand" will only incite "try me" ( Read more... )

My essay is now finished. Joy and rapture are now flapping their little wings around my head. So anyways i was thinking, the only thing that stops you from killing people is you friends and family and your respect of them. Otherwise killing would not have been taught as "wrong" to you. Luckly we as humans being are resourceful little buggers and ( Read more... )

Oh the agonizing moments of walking through saratoga looking for someone to talk to, to be with, to confide in. Only to realize that after talking with half a dozen of your friends you meet, that your still wandering around looking for a person to talk to. The worst part is to suddenly realize the person your looking for is 8 hours and 14 minutes ( Read more... )

Prom was great...juuuuust kidding, it totally sucked balls. My date got something along the lines of heartburn but failed to even hint at the problem...choosing instead to run crying to the bathroom when-ever i approached her....man did i feel awesome then. She didn't even what to be there in the first place. ~sigh~ On the other hand i looked ( Read more... )

My computer's been down for a week or two, at last it is running half-ass again. I got voted "most beautiful male" in my school...although i have a sneaking suspision that the majority of votes for me were from males...hmmmm.... anyway i was thinking of personallitys the other day and it struck me; You only know a person by what they put out. It ( Read more... )

Hmmm...Procrastination has been my way of being for quite some time, although now its allll catching back up to me. I'v been in my blacksmith shop all day, with an outcome of two pretty decent ornimental knives and one large half-finished bowie knife. My presentation in on wendsday and i THINK i can made the dead-line. I finally bothered to get ( Read more... )