I keep looking at the note i got last night. WTF DOES "paint it yellow" MEAN!!! i dont understand. i feel really really sorry for her becasue iher threat is so retarded. sigh
mmmmh...cold coffee (that happens to taste of shoe polish) and C++. What a great start to a day. Especially when ive had no sleep. im gonna be buzzing this evening
Im actually a bad person. I tried to convince myself for ages that i wasnt, i tried hard to be nice and
fucking hell......one phone call later and i really just want to slash myself to bits. grr. I know i wont. but it would feel so good to get rid of some frustration right now