Had an intersting conversation with Gabe tonight. I called to tell him I was coming into town friday. He says he's excited to see me. Then he mentioned that he thinks he wants to break up with Megan. You think this would be my golden opportunity to be like, "dump her ass! date me!"...but I can't do that. I don't want to get involved. I'll ( Read more... )

***recap of last night's ELITE reunion coming soon...

...it was a good thanksgiving ( Read more... )

At the radio station. Playing some really sweet music, cus if I don't...I have to sit here and listen to shit for three hours. Listening to Black Hole Sun by Soundgarden...quite possibly one of my favorite songs of all time. Also played my favorite songs by the Deftones, Smashing Pumpkins, and A Perfect Circle. Basically, I'm trying in my own ( Read more... )

Talked to Gabe tonight. He made me feel a lot better. I don't know. I miss him. But I don't know if I could stand to be around him as long as he's still with Megan ( Read more... )

I'm homesick for a little town, a little town filled with people I love and miss so much ( Read more... )

This weekend was the shit ( Read more... )

Yesterday, me and Lo went to the Casino! I only played 10 but this old man gave me another 10 if I promised to stop smoking. I tried to run away from him but he kept following me, so Erika took the 10 and we turned it into nickels and played the slots. (We really just wanted to sit in a chair and pull a lever.) I won a lil bit but I played my ( Read more... )

Time for a quick update. It's strange, I used to turn to livejournal to vent all the shit that was going on in my life. Now, I only update to talk about useless random crap. I want to go back to written journals, but it's time consuming ( Read more... )

Can't find the words again. He affects me in ways that I can't explain. He hurts me worse than anyone else can, and he doesn't even realize he's doing it. Cus I keep it inside. Like I do with everything else ( Read more... )