fucking up

[freenerd]

Well so much for not being a fuck up... I'm on academic probation
I wish getting drunk wouldnt just make things worse
I wish a lot of things
but wishes arent worth shit

I'm tired

Comments

[capricorn84]

Oh shit. I'm really sorry.

[jane_deux]

at least you still have some sense and the ability to keep things in perspective. i couldnt even see that getting drunk was not the answer. things will get better as long as you continue to want them to and are willing to put forth the effort. it doesnt mean you have to be suddenly motivated, that probably wont happen, but the desire to improve is enough to keep you going, ive found anyway.

[freenerd]

I hope you are right...