my day yesterday: i woke up at 645, got ready, left with my sister to pick up amanda, they smoke 2 bowls, i take a couple rips (i dont like to be very stoned when i go to class), i get out at 850. i do algebra homework until i have to go pick up my sister and amanda from school at 1045, we smoke a bowl, we drop off amanda. we go home so my sister ( Read more... )

virgin bowl of cinnamon toast crunch = dank ( Read more... )

i killed a girl the other day. i looked her straight in the eye and said "i dont want you", i dont think ive ever seen anyone with so much hurt on their face. all the next day i felt like shit, the look on her face wouldnt leave my brain. but when i finally called her she was just fine and moving on. chicks are fucking wierd ( Read more... )

ok whoa, im starting to feel real shitty about the ashlei situation, she told me that she only wanted to break up to see how id respond. and since i was kind of all right with it, it really busted her up and now i feel like about the shittiest person ever. part of me wants to go crawling back, but the other part knows i ended it for a reason, even ( Read more... )

hey i just read my other entry and it sounded really "boo hoo", just so u know i dont feel that way at all. just spending the day higher than high after a night of jagermeister and miller light. im actually in a really good mood. i tried to break up with her(girlfriend,aka ashlei) a while ago, but she made me feel really bad so i couldnt. now i ( Read more... )

SHE WALKED THE DOG TO THE PARK ONE MORNING, KNOWING WHO SHE WAS. SHE DIDNT TELL ANYONE. WHITH THIS FEELING THAT EVERYTHING WAS OK SHE DECIDED TO LIE DOWN FOR A WHILE AND REST. WHO KNOWS HOW LONG SHE LIE THERE, BUT AS SHE ROSE, THE AIR TASTED SWEETER THAN EVER BEFORE. UNFORTUNATELY SHE DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO MAKE OF IT. AS SHE PONDERED HER PREDICAMENT, ( Read more... )

so today asher lev played a show at the school. i thought it was gonna be ridiculous, because weve hardly played together for like 3 months, and corys in the hospital with mono and a psinus infection. but our friend adam hallbeck learned our songs and we rocked that shit hard. it was really fun and it got me excited about the band again. it sucks ( Read more... )

well, its saterday night, and im bored as shit. i have a feeling im very depressed and maybe even neurotic, but its only cause im somewhat of a social recluse and have no friends. i just want to get done with high school and go to college and pretty much start over. i think what holds me back is that i just have the same like 4 friends at school ( Read more... )

oh man, this years been FUCKED up, i had a girlfriend, but i dont anymore, cause i rock so hard that girls get sick of me after a while, haha. our band kinda got shitty and bored i guess, i dont really give a shit, i stopped caring a long time ago. plus i got a sweet idear for what i wanna do when i grow up, im gonna go to prolly UMD, Bemidji state ( Read more... )

ok, so i havent updated this thing in like 5 months, oh well. Things are going all right, but ive been feeling quite jaded, thingsnthat used to make me totally happy and excited no longer really do it for me. and i totally know what it is, its the long distance relationship thingy im involved in with jamie. Cause i dont get to see her as often as i ( Read more... )