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Friday I got a haircut.
Gosh, it's weird not being able to pull my hair back into a long ponytail. I never thought I would actually go and cut my hair this short. I love Tara. Yeah, if you ever need a haircut, go to Tara at Bellissima, she is awesome x10.
After my haircut I rushed to the mall to see if they had a CD I wanted. Suprise...I see Jacob, Steph, Brooke, and Tootie hanging out in front of the mall!Of course I had to hang with them for a few.
Later, we all went play tennis.
Thanks for this kiss Courtney!
Sexy poses on my car.
Saturday morning I babysat Amy, Ally, and James. They have catahoulas(La's state dog), and I think they are so beautiful.
I fell asleep right when I got home from babysitting. I slept until 6 and then got ready for my night. I went to Cucos to watch Bullets Over Broadway. I have been promissing Paul forever that I would go, and I finally did.Go me. I got to be his lady for the night.YES! I left after they played and met up with Lauren at Curt's.
Yeah, Paul's hot.
Someone give me a bandaid, Man Killa is CUT!
I loves me some Joey.
Last night I had a dream I was pregnant. Not only was I pregnant, but my cousin Heidi was pregnant too. This was one of those dreams that felt so real. I can remember my tummy feeling to huge, and touching the baby over my tummy. What was so strange about it what that I wasn't pregnant the day before, but the next morning I woke up looking like I was about to pop. I read that dreams in which you are pregnant mean new beginnings, and I am thinking that is exactly waht this signifies, plus a little more. I enjoyed being pregnant so much. I could only imagine how awesome real mother to be's feel. I was young and unmarried and I was fearful that my dreams would be shattered, but the feeling I had was still pleasing. I've been knowing this for some time, but after this dream I really realized how I can get by on my own. Most young girls dream of getting married and raising a family, and I too used to dream of this, but after this dream I have been thinking of what it would be like to not even get married, to raise a child by myself. Just me and my baby. I think I could do that. I think I would enjoy it too. I'm not shying away from getting married, oh it would be lovely to be with the man of your dreams 'til death do us part', but it isn't a priority for me. I love knowing that I can get by on my own, that I don't need a significant other to make me feel good about myself. Honestly, I don't like relying on other people and I don't like them relying on me. I just do things better on my own when others' scedules don't get in my way. It's kind of strange that I am that way beacuse I love people, I love being around people and I can't go long with out being with a crowd. If I could be at a party everyday of the week, I would. Things have been pretty strange/good for me lately. My mom has been trying to get more invlovled with me. As much as I really don't like it because it freaks me out, it's a nice gesture. The ex and I are on good terms too. We've even have a few conversations. I geuss that's a good thing because we share some of the same friends and if we cross paths it won't be all negative and all that mumbo jumbo. So yeah, the dream I had was weird and I hope I'm not really pregnant. I seriously doubt I am because I haven't ingaged in any special activity, but maybe God planted me with a seed.HAAA.Idunno.
Oh, I cleaned my room and my bathroom today. It felt good :)