Comments | freespeachzoned: don't know why

freespeachzoned

don't know why

Sep 19, 2004 03:34

i don't know why i care. i really don't. it's stupid. he's a fuck. we all know he's a fuck. and yet, there were times, this summer, where i really believe i could love him. and that he loved me. and he held me. i mean, there were nights when we would sleep together and sex wasn't even attempted because he could tell i just needed to be held ( Read more... )

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haha anonymous September 21 2004, 20:34:08 UTC

slut

this is foolish freespeachzoned September 22 2004, 18:00:23 UTC

as much as i care what some anonymous person thinks, wait, i don't. but thank you for hiding and not being able to say things to my face. it's very comforting that we continue to be in high school.

Re: this is foolish freespeachzoned September 22 2004, 20:48:04 UTC

I speak the truth

the truth freespeachzoned September 23 2004, 17:12:39 UTC

first of all, i am the first person to admit i am. i enjoy sex. i'm ok with that. i have fuck buddies and no boyfriend. also very ok with that. the irritation comes in when you don't have the balls to admit who you are. because you see, i don't have a problem looking someone in the eye and calling them on anything that i see as something undesirable. society has deemed it that being a slut is a bad thing. they also say that gay's are wrong. i don't agree with either one. as for you, that's your choice.

Re: the truth freespeachzoned September 23 2004, 17:55:52 UTC

the truth is you do nothing but judge others and point out their faults, but when it comes time to you being judged, you get all huffy and defensive. I'm sorry for being truthful but you are to quick to point out everyone else's faults when you should be picking out your own. nobody is perfect, but you act like you are and that everyone else isn't. everyone is their own person whether you like it or not and just because your not perfect doesn't mean that you can point out eveyone else's faults. you can dish it out but you cant take the heat. what goes around comes around and maybe you should grow up start acting your age and treat people with the same amount of respect you would want them to treat you with. otherwise your going to be that old cranky lady in the nursing home that hates everyone and no one likes, and has no clue why. get a clue, get a grip, get a life.

giggle freespeachzoned September 23 2004, 18:57:43 UTC

i know my faults. i'm pretty aware of them. i'm a slut. i like to have sex. i'm very defensive. not just about myself, about my friends. i am not quick to judge. i give people the benefit of a doubt. over and over and over. but i do have my limits. and even once they've been reached i do still stand up for people. i don't expect, nor do i want respect from anyone. i do not point out everyone else's faults. there are a few people who irritate me to the point of pointing them out, but mostly i keep it to myself. yes. i have my faults. i am honest, to a fault, as the saying goes. i am irritable. and cranky at times. i'm opinionate and i don't mind sharing those opinions. i also don't mind having this argument with some faceless person on my journal. on an entry, no doubt, that is mostly about not being a slut and settling down with someone. someone i care very much about. ironically, i finally am acting my age. i'm 18 and i'm supposed to be young and carefree. i'm not supposed to worry about how my actions are ( ... )

thiscantbeit September 24 2004, 23:35:57 UTC

i think...you have monkeys. Yes. Monkeys.