I hate getting this stressed out it makes me grumpy and unpleasant to be around which is the last thing i need right now since i have to say goodbye to a lot of people in about 36 hours and i dont want to ( Read more... )

I am so sick of studying and of exams and especially of this five straight days of rainy weather we have had...thats my rant
i come home on sunday and start work on monday

Originally having this break between exams seemed like it would be great but it has just led to general lazyness and unproductiveness, although i did do dishes and laundry and have started packing. my room now looks depressing because sarah is gone and a bunch of my stuff is packed...oh well such is life. im looking forward to sleeping in my bed ( Read more... )

First of all i have a job for this summer WOOT WOOT!!! that means money :-D ( Read more... )

Well i just got a call from my dad, he thinks he found me a job for the summer at his office, def not glamorous but i need the money so yea. I will most likely spend my summer working in the Accounting department of Sarnafil Inc. Had i known id be working at my dads office like this maybe i would have majored in bussinness or something...oh well ( Read more... )

i can't believe i didnt clue in sooner...dont i feel like a shitty friend right about now :-\

Ok so i had to walk by it once before i got the guts to go in but i went and talked to the tattoo artist and asked a bunch of questions, now i just have to call and make the actual appointment...guess im really doing this

Usually birthdays go by and I dont feel any different than before, but somehow now that im 20 i feel different. Maybe its because my birthday happened to correspond with a lot of big events and decisions in my life, i dont know, but i feel older, wiser, yet at the same time im still the scared little girl i used to be. Its strange, Ive grown so ( Read more... )

Since I've posted so many negative entries lately i figured i should put this one in now that i feel a lot better. Everything is back to normal and my life makes sense again and my smile is back. Life feels good again ( Read more... )

wow, i really need to stop this worrying thing... i dont like crying this much...
oh well, positive thoughts, everything will work out, its going to be ok
and thank god for friends and ice cream