degrassi made me cry tonight. :(

i miss the way that things used to be: no cares in the world. i used to dance around in my living room wearing my mother's shoes. they were big on me then. now i can't even fit a foot into her shoe. my hair was never an issue: put it up, wear it down, twist it around, who cares? you're young. appearance isn't an issue. all you want to do is find a ( Read more... )

fuck everyone, man. case closed.

time drags on and on throughout the week, but once the weekend hits i feel totally relaxed and carefree. it's as if i have nothing going on in my life. during the week i am a zombie. sometimes i don't even know myself. the same routine every day: wake up, struggle to catch my bus, sit through all of my classes, fake smiles and conversation, go home ( Read more... )

last night i went with jenny, linda, and chris to the mall. it was a lot of fun. we rented house of 1000 corpsus and just hung out after that. jenny and i got our picture "drawn" in some photobooth for like, five dollars. let me tell you.. it's cheap as all hell. heh. <3 for you girlmachina!

i finished up the rest of my in-car today. i didn't get my ( Read more... )

i don't know why my mom has to make me feel like such shit when she fucks her own life up. i am in no way responsible for what she does. she screamed at me not even ten minutes after i came home today because i wanted to take a bath. i even asked her if it was okay and she said sure, and then like five minutes later she got all psycho over it and ( Read more... )

in-car today. i'm kind of nervous. hopefully i won't wreck the car! i called the driving test place and tried to set up an appointment but the woman was really rude and told me that i can't until i finish driving. she didn't have to scream at me for it. i want to work there so i can be rude to everyone, too. haha.

today didn't happen. jon's parents said no at the last minute. i was left crying my little eyes out on my bedroom floor. but i guess i'm back to being myself for now. i miss him so much it hurts. this weekend we won't be able to talk much at all, so i'm going to try to keep myself as busy as possible. saturday i'm staying with my friend shelly. i'm ( Read more... )

is there some secret rule in high school that says that at least two of your friends has to get pregnant? i don't understand what is so hard about using protection and being responsible. especially if you know that the person you're having sex with will not stay if something like that happens. where are girls' heads these days? at least they're ( Read more... )

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