You were in jail and you thought you wee pregnant and you still couldnt bring yourself to talk to me. You break my heart love you really do. I love you so much it hurts and I dont want to see anything baf happen to you ever. but whatever if you talk to me fine if you dont fine I understand. I just hope you understand where I'm comming from.
idk who blueeyedloser is... but i have to agree... it hurts that you dont talk to me anymore. you used to be able to come to me with anything... but now i just sit here in the dark... wondering whether or not your even still alive. i can only convince phil to bring me to see you at work so many times before he doesnt wanna anymore. we need to talk... it's important and needs to be done no matter how hard you try to put it off... it's gunna have to happen.
i'm glad to hear that you're not pregnant. i heard that you might be and i freaked out... but it still puts weight on my heart to hear that you spent a night in jail... you're going down a path that we have both seen before... idk... if you need someone to talk to you know i am more than willing to lend you a friendly ear... and i understand kid... more than you know. :) <3
Re: is now mad at livejournal...freeway_spSeptember 6 2005, 09:31:04 UTC
why couldnt u?! by the way sometime after Oct. i am stealing you for a road trip to Maine ok? i'm gonna take a weekend off of work. itll be fun. well have to get together and pick a weekend and see wut ashley thinks.
im good u guys. cause it could have happened to anyone (me going to jail) and mom talked to the court and they said i prolly wont even see the judge so its all good. and steff i talked to ashley and the 3 of us have a date tommorrow. i get out of work at 3pm and i am going home to get dressed and then we have a date ok?! ill come pick u up or something. well figure it out when i call ashely tommorrow. and jamie its not that i dont want to talk to u its that u said its either doug or u and i dont want to make that disision. and im not going down a bad path. i jus got caught up in something that didnt happen. im doing awesome actually. i got a job and im in skool and actually doing good in it. lol. all i really do now is work, go to skool, and study. like every other day i hang out for jus a couple of hours. and honestly the person that pushes me to stay in skool and go to work is doug. and we werent sure if i was pregnet or stressed cause i was a lil late but i g2g cause class is about to start.
But you did make the dession. You chose him. I dont want him or his shit around my son. you have to understand my side. I cant be a irresponcable 17 year old lil girl. Your full of excuses and I'm sorry but I just dont care anymore. Hes not a good person and when you see it you'll come crawling back to me tellin me I'm rite and your sorry. I hope this happends befor 2007 cuz I'm moving to Arizona. and by then it'll be a little late wont it
if he did them same shit doug does and you had a kid I'd respect it. And if hes in your life he will be in my sons and I refuse to let that happen. dont fucking turn this around on me.
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i'm glad to hear that you're not pregnant. i heard that you might be and i freaked out... but it still puts weight on my heart to hear that you spent a night in jail... you're going down a path that we have both seen before... idk... if you need someone to talk to you know i am more than willing to lend you a friendly ear... and i understand kid... more than you know. :) <3
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by the way sometime after Oct. i am stealing you for a road trip to Maine ok? i'm gonna take a weekend off of work. itll be fun. well have to get together and pick a weekend and see wut ashley thinks.
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and steff i talked to ashley and the 3 of us have a date tommorrow. i get out of work at 3pm and i am going home to get dressed and then we have a date ok?! ill come pick u up or something. well figure it out when i call ashely tommorrow.
and jamie its not that i dont want to talk to u its that u said its either doug or u and i dont want to make that disision.
and im not going down a bad path. i jus got caught up in something that didnt happen. im doing awesome actually. i got a job and im in skool and actually doing good in it. lol. all i really do now is work, go to skool, and study. like every other day i hang out for jus a couple of hours. and honestly the person that pushes me to stay in skool and go to work is doug.
and we werent sure if i was pregnet or stressed cause i was a lil late
but i g2g cause class is about to start.
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wut would u do if i didnt like jay and i saw him as a horrible person. what would u do?
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