i've decided that i'm not gonna talk to anyone for a week. i had an awakening today. ive accomplished the dream of many people and it has inspired me to be at my best. im going to work my ass of this week and come back a new and better person...i freakin rule!

Last night was the greatest night of my life. My dream came true. My goal in life was accomplished. I feel like i can die happy tomorrow. im still in a different state of mind, im dazed, im fucking happy!!!

I have been so happy ever since i met the new Rob. He is soooo sweet. We just got off the phone and I can't stop smiling. Some people just make life worth it all!

I am so freakin in love with life right now!!!!

I watched Garden State today. Why can't he come running back in the end like Zach Braff? Every second i imagine him standing next to my car and surprising me at work by bringing me a little note that says "you're hot" like he used to. I miss sitiing at the picnic table with him. I feel stupid though. We only spent a week together. I'm letting my ( Read more... )

everything good i have ever come across in life has been taken away from me. im really tired of that. oh well i guess you just move on and hope that it is all a part of an elaborate plan that we go through. i miss him already. now comes another period of lonliness and regret. regret that i didnt open my mouth and beg him to stay. goodbyes are so ( Read more... )

okay so today stacey went with me to get two finches, that makes the animal count in my house 2 dogs 1 cat 2 sugar gliders 2 birds and like 10 fish....its a fucking zoo up in this bitch!!!

richard is gay....stacey is cool...the end

so since i broke up with Rob i have gotten a new job, a new cell number, a new car, and basically a new life. Its really a great life too. i can be free to ang out with whoever whenever and stuff like that. Lately i have been hanging out with Stacey, Mike, and Tom. Occasionally me and Julie will go shopping or something but i think shes mad right ( Read more... )

I wish i could tell you how my life really is......but you would never believe me