so the new school year has started ( Read more... )

 tonight ended a long time struggle with myself ( Read more... )

 sometimes something hits you and you just do not know what to do with it... in the last hour something was handed to me and I am just not sure how to react ( Read more... )

for most of the people I work with school is starting very soon or has already started. Personally schol for me won't start until the end of september (yay for UCs!) but finding myself at the end of another summer has left me thinking about what God has done for me this past summer... It has been crazy... completely turned on head. Non of my ( Read more... )

I have been neglecting my livejournal commitments lately... can you tell I'm working 44 hours at a place where internet is not redialy avalible outside your office? I'm breaking the rules right now by being one here... whoops

Music plays a big part in my life. I'm never with out it. I can still remember driving with my mom when I was in elementary ( Read more... )

 Our hearts are heavy and light.
We laugh and scream and sing.
Our hearts are heavy and light.

my heart feels just like this.

well how can I put it? I'm still in the middle. I mean almost literally ( Read more... )

so its summer... one stress to another ( Read more... )

so last night my friends (and I was in on it) called victor and a girl answered the phone ( Read more... )

 school is almost over and I'm not going home at all until August... it'll be another Santa Cruz summer which I am happy about yet not so much. I have mixed emotions about this summer. I just don't know what to expect and it bthers me more than last year. I can tell you one thing that last year at this time I had the same emotions I have right  now ( Read more... )