Nicholas,

I LOVE YOU MORE THEN WORDS CAN EXPRESS! You mean everything to me and I never want to lose you! I Love you with all my heart. You are the greatest thing in my life! I hope we will remain together always and forever! I Love you so much!!!!!! I Love you my dear! You are everything I could ever ask for in a guy! I Love you with ( Read more... )

Today Was completly awsome! Started off slow but it was awsome none the less ( Read more... )

Whelp! everything is going good.. I love leah more than any thing. I am so fortunate to have her..things have been going great between us...Why did I ever jeperdize my love for her... I'll tell you why. It's because I'm fricking stupid! I'm so glad she forgave me ( Read more... )

Okay.. The whole leah jenny amanda thing ( Read more... )

Today was the first day ever where after I woke up from my sleep I still felt the way I did if not worse..

Lord jesus why is it like this please spare me this agony...

I am crying..My life sucks!!! Make it better or end it. Either way the pain will be gone... I have been feeling this for ever why won't it stop.. I thought you were so good. I thought everything good. I never doubted. One swift blow. My heart is gone..Shatterd into tiny particles for the world to see..I stand here broke. My soul in tremendous pain ( Read more... )

Today was great!!! I got up and did nothing Like I have been doing for some time.. Then I Got ready then went to the doctors He said I could go to band!!! I was all YAY!!Then when I got there Kmet practicaly announced me in and every one claped for me. Then I was all Yay! Learned new sets.. A lot of people were hapy to see me.. Still have mono But ( Read more... )

Since Friday I have been sick... Although saturday I did manage to find enough streangth and go to ford field and Gorski's Birthday party.. Once I got there I sat on a chair for about a half hour doing nothing, Pizza came we all ate.. Then me and ray head out to get charles a card... This wasn't just any card.. It had the man of gorski's dreams on ( Read more... )

I am updateing this thing finally! Well... Let's see what has happend recently ( Read more... )

     I Love You Nick....You are the greatest person in the world...I don't know what i'd do without you. You mean the world to me and make me soo happy everytime I talk to you. I love you with all my heart....There are NO words that can describe how much I love you!

*Everyone Nick is the most SWEETEST person ever....If you don't really know him ( Read more... )