Opening credits- “American girl” - Tom Petty ( Read more... )

its kinda funny looking back over my entries and realizing how moody i am hahaha ( Read more... )

I am really done with people who jump to conclusions. And I'm even more done with people who take their own guilt out on their best friends. Fuck this. And life was perfect for what, 20 mins? How does anyone function? I now know that nowhere is perfect, but that doesn't make me want to stay here. I'm looking at plane tickets for california, i'm ( Read more... )

the weekends here have been amazing. its funny how last year sometimes i would get so nervous before the weekends that things would work out, that i would even dread the weekends. i mean there were other reasons i liked the weekdays but whatever. i guess my lack of work makes me just feel like i should be doing something even though I'm not. I'm ( Read more... )

so i'm back and i'm sitting with my knee wrapped up b/c its me and its school and if i'm not injured somehow, then i'm not really here...but then i went out with jenks for sushi since i'm writing this article for the justice about the best sushi restaurants in the area (of course). but being back has been fine, i thought i'd be a lot more ecstatic ( Read more... )

honestly, i am obsessed with dreams, probably give them more credit than they are due, but for the most part they are pretty accurate. so besides that last dream that i wrote about like a week ago, i have had plenty of dreams since then, but here are the noteworthy ones ( Read more... )

well now that camp's over, there leaves that nice little 9 day period of absolutely nothing. It sounds great in theory, but I am really the kind of girl who needs activity constantly, so i'm hoping this transition will not be as painful as the month of May and the chunk of June. The biggest reason I hate long periods of nothing to do is that i'm a ( Read more... )

so today is my parents' 31st wedding anniversary so obv enough of an occasion for a family dinner out. today is august 10th which generally means the anniversary, but as i was driving to camp today, i remembered that it was also the birthday of this kid i used to like when i was a camper at harmony and that somewhere he was turning 20 when the last ( Read more... )

although this week was kinda gross and i almost melted because of the heat and the annoyingness of my campers, this weekend has had an amazing start! last night, me cam felds and per went to splash of thai b/c my family has ditched me on thai food b/c 1) my parents can't possibly like anything that tastes not bland and 2) my sister's allergic to ( Read more... )

worst feeling ever. i'm not happy at home, now i'm worried i'm not going to be happy at school...maybe i'm just not meant to be happy, anywhere.
and the people i thought i could talk to aren't really listening anyway. fuck.