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and if that was not enough my only santuary,my job, which has been that way for the past 2 years might be no longer. this year it was especially special because i had so much fun and the people i got to spend everyday with were so incredible, i even think i fell in love with someone, but i don't even want to talk or think about that. well it ( Read more... )

i have been feeling a little depressed for the past few weeks you wouldn't be able to tell at all. the semester finished and i got 5 a's i kicked ass. after that was over i started to work 9 hour days and even a few 10 hour days. at first i was getting so tired and i would get home and just sleep, but now i'm used to it. today was my last day to ( Read more... )

Nothing much has been happening I have totally begun to hate school. I have also become very lazy I can't think of the last time I actually went to all my classes the whole week. I've begun to stop going and it shows. I failed a Chem test, got a C on another, and got a B on my music test (but actually with extra credit became an A, but besides ( Read more... )

Well its been so very long I am more then half way through my second semester at school and all is going real well. I did very good last semester I got 5 As and 1 B, so I totally kicked ass.This semester I have been doing alright. Work is going great as always I can not live without it and the people. There is no longer an Alan or an Edward I ( Read more... )

Well you know how the last last time i wrote i liked 3 guys. to make this easier we'll give them names(not their actual names, the names i got from my favorite movies), crush number 1 is the first guy i started to like this year. he is so cute and always making me laugh we'll call him Edward (Edward Scissorhands). then there is crush number 2 ( Read more... )

The semester is almost over in just 2 more weeks everything will be over. of course because its almost over i am really stressed out about everything. i am really scared about finals especially chemistry. i was doing so well in that class until i started paying attention and going to class. i hate my chemistry professor all he does is confuse ( Read more... )

I don't know whats happening to me. I am falling in love, or i should just call it infatutation, with any guy that crosses my path well at least 3 of them. i still really like the guy i started liking this year, but now theres 2 other guys and they are so great and fun. i can definitely take one guy out of the picture really easily but between ( Read more... )

I have entered a depressing state. the state i dread yet enter at least 3 times every month, at the very least. it just runs in the family. with a bipolar mom like mom i am bound to have mood swings. anyways the only one who has made me truly laugh is ubaldo he is so much fun. thanx a bunch ubaldo, you little balerina you, haha (inside joke)