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fireworks and heartbreak.
so last nite i finally got ahold of kim and we all went to the frackville fireworks. all meaning me, kim, colleen, chris, vikki, bin, yob, seth, joel, seth's brother, kyle, amber, and ron. that was nice and awkward. i tried to talk to him to be like it's cool it doenst have to be awkward and he told me he didn't want to talk to me. so im like ( Read more... ) -
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so james is in georgia for the week. boohoo. :( and my friends are being gay. ppl tell me to call them and then turn their phones off and all make other plans without me being involved. i hate that. i wish james was home for the fireworks. he's not even gonna be home for haven's stupid georgia lol ( Read more... ) -
so ho..
so yeah im being a bit of a ho lately but i dont really care. i made out with james last nite. yes that james the james from way back in the day! it was fun lol. i dont know if i like him or not. i mean it would be kind of hard to have a relationship with him cuz he's going to massachusetts again at the end of july. why does everyone have to leave ( Read more... ) -
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im sick of feeling alone ( Read more... ) -
boys are dumb
so yeah jordan is not giving up. he is even trying to get my brother in on it. last nite i had work till 9 and chad came in at closing and he's like hey i'll give you a ride home. so i was like alright so he takes me home and he's like we'll call you later if we do anything cuz he was going to play tennis with john yarrish. so im like alright. then ( Read more... ) -
wtf
why is it that when things are confusing and stressful to begin with someone throws a curveball at you and makes it worse ( Read more... ) -
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so the weekend went pretty well. friday night me and steffie tried to hang out but couldn't find anyone to hang out with us so later that night i was talking to jordan and asked him to go eat with me. well right before i left to meet him bruce called so i told him and kayla to meet me and jordan at the lily pad. so jordan and i walked there and i ( Read more... ) -
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so yeah i feel like a bit of a ho. i also feel somewhat used. and it's no one's fault but my own. not only did i make out with ron which i already mentioned we did more than that. whatever your thinking we did, we did do. i always said i wouldn't be one of those girls that did that and now i am one. i feel like a ho. but that's only now. i didn't ( Read more... ) -
i miss the Ocean
so last week i was at the beach. it was so much fun. i wish i was still there 1) because it's the beach and 2)because all the guys from my grade are there(terry,seth,tom,tom,kyle,yob,ron,and joel) and it would be fun to hang out with them all week. we did however hang out on friday night at the club and our house and then saturdya before we left me ( Read more... ) -
finally over
so graduation was last nite. im so glad it's finally over. im gonna miss a few ppl but im just so glad the bullshit is over and done with. i got alot of money from my family. more than i was expecting so im gonna buy a new computer for school. joel's speech was really funny and lauren's was just sad. the guest speaker was good too! after graduation ( Read more... )