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In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Bang the girl who lives next door.
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yeah, I REALLY miss Ellie and having someone that I can talk to and really talk to w/o worrying about them being bored or annoyed or yelling at me for whining or anything at all other than just caring. B/c that's what she did, she listened and cared. And all of my friends here, well I just feel like I'm bitching to them, and I don't want to do that. Like, we used to stay up all night long just talking about the most random things in the world, but it was great. And now we can't b/c of that money problem and the hour difference and never being able to catch each other at the right time. It just makes me sad when I read about how someone had a really long talk w/ someone and enjoyed it, b/c I miss doing that. I found some old pictures of all of us at Ramay and I just cried b/c I miss everything that we did. I mean, damn, I even miss 5:30 pom practice to get ready for competition and then staying up all night long in that hotel room just crying w/ everyone. And I saw those pictures of graduation, oh gosh. When I figure out how to post pictures, I will post them. But I def. think that my years at Ramay were the best I've had, probably best I will ever have, based on my so far year at FHS. I mean, I love being back w/ all my old friends from McNair and all, and making new friends, but nothing compares to walking in the freezing cold, in a skirt and tank top w/ Kim, Tara, and Alicia to KFC where they know exactly what we want to order and have our regular table saved for us b/c we have become the Thursday regulars. New Year's resolution is to become more opt. about things, b/c I suck at being happy sometimes. Not at pretending to be happy, mind you, b/c from what I can tell, I'm rather good at that, but still. So in an attempt to be happy I dressed up in all mUnkey jazz today. And tomorrow I'm going to hang out w/ Artie and Jamie, b/c I love them and they love me. ::sigh:: So, enough boring all of you. Night
~!~From Hell~!~