i saw adam koury last night.
that was one of the last things i wanted to happen.
i can't stand that kid.
in that 'i really like him' kind of way.
or so i thought.
things have changed.
i think.
i hope.
i'm praying.

xo, ox
it doesn't ring a bear *wink*

i heard it throught the grapevine that the real burnouts and the fucking flame will be playing the electric company on varick street in utica on tuesday july 26th... will keep you updated!

Today was really great ( Read more... )

what kind of fucking city plays disney songs during the fireworks? UTICA. how fucking gay. and i might have been more upset about it if i hadnt been drinking before, during, or after them. i've had worse fourth of julys. well, i wouldnt say worse, because this one wasnt bad. at all. and no one got beat up. and we didnt stand in the rain. and i ( Read more... )

don't touch that wet spot.

You can't be too careful. You can't agonize over it.

You can't be too careful. Make your mind up and go for it.

what a crazy past couple of weeks ( Read more... )

lately i have been violently ill.
i think it is because of the ridiculously large amounts of alcohol i consume daily.
so either i stop drinking, or i stop eating...
wonder what i'll choose.

listen to the real burnouts

we all do it and no matter what we think it has to be like to stop its never right. it wont ever stop we will always fuck up we will always drive ourselves crazy we will always hurt them. i'm the one with the normal life, she says. they were the ones who were screwed up. luckily she sees that i'm a fuck-up too and we can share ( Read more... )

i saw a turtle at the museum